Had drinks with (T and K) after/saw some of the Grand Final. We went out for dinner aferwards and somehow the conversation came to having kids and stuff and abortion and infertility and I told them both I can't have kids. Wasn't as hard as I thought it would be. They are the only two people other than doctors and (P) that I have told. Kinda felt good to tell them, but (T) was like are you sure and I was like yeah no ovaries will kinda do it. (No I didnt say that verbatim but....you get the drift).
Had a farewell drinks with (M) as well and some of the people I trained with when I first got this job a year and a bit ago and they mentioned I wasn't my usual happy genki self. I told (B) this at work yesterday and he was really sweet. He is so cool to talk to. I realised yesterday that there are four people at work that make the day ok and make it tolerable to actually turn up. He is one of them (T and K are also and C, although she is in hospital). I get up in the morning and its like YAY, so and so is going to be at work.
I have applied for a job in the Marketing department of work and fingers crossed something comes of that. It is admin stuff, but sounds pretty cool and at least would get me off the phones more.
I reported the crack in the windowsill to the Real Estate agency and the general movement but haven't heard anything back yet. Agent said owner was overseas and would deal with it on Monday, but I think that was a lie....It probably isn't urgent, but still a little concerning. Maybe I am being silly but I don't want to be worrying about stuff cracking or falling over or the roof collapsing. Probably not going to but I suppose I am just anxious and out of sorts at the moment....
I am writing a book as well, you know I have so many projects on the go and I keep talking about them and they just aren't getting underway very fast. I haven't finished making my cards yet. The T Shirts are cool though....and now I have my book....it is about (J and T while I was teaching). I guess I am still getting over that.
Enough now more later.