Rambling

Well, if I remember correctly posting this time last year, things were a little nuts and I was not very happy.

Instead of lunch in a restaurant this year we went to the Football which was nice. Got to sit near the cheering squad and behind the goal posts at the bottom so it was right in with the action which was cool Dad and my brother seemed to enjoy it immensely.

Not sure what (T...mum's partner) is doing this year, something with his girls I suppose. We all had dinner last year which was nice. This year is a different story. Looking back at that time they were too busy trying to lie to me and about me. I has no idea what was what. I have not had contact since April...that is about 5 months now. Feels strange not wishing him a happy fathers day though.....Didn't even get an invite to dinner, funny how that has stopped and I have been avoided/ignored since finding out the stupid house is getting sold. 

Have a preliminary task to complete for another journo job by the end of the week about mobile phones. Will probably visit some mobile stores in the city tomorrow if i get the time (should make the time really if i want the job.) Have to pay rent first. 

Want to go to the gym at some stage and grocery shopping as well so that may have to wait or get spread out a little. Part of me wants a day to myself doing nothing.....again I am tired and really dont feel like running around doing a hundred things or cleaning or stuff like that, but it needs to get done. I feel in some ways like I never stop. May not be true but.....

Have been working late shift to 11pm this week and last week and it really mucks up the sleeping pattern. I start on Wed at 7am....It is seriously is getting too much.