Monday Monday.....
Monday Monday.......
My family feud is still on my mind. I wish it wasn't the case, but....really don't feel strong enough to cope with the emotional abuse or watever it is and I don't need to.
I am a little empty though but I suppose that is to be expected.
On the other hand I seem to be doing Ok at work, my star award, helping with shutting down the hoax, mail duties and follow up for customers. It is enjoyable and I actually feel like I am doing something worthwhile which is nice.
I keep thinking about the night with (j) though. It makes me feel sick to my stomach sometimes to realise how awful he and (t) were to me and just the whole situation. A young woman on the overseas working holiday experience of a life time and all they gave a shit about was fucking it's cookie for a bet and humiliating and belittling staff and co workers. I should have walked off the job when I got the ear infection because it had started by then and I remember crying about what they were doing whilst waiting to get treated.
Still, it's over, done and in the past. I need to move on and cope with the present and what is good in my life at the moment and there does seem to be a fair bit that is good. My health, work, going to Sydney, my website....
Downloaded the Windows version 1.5 for Mozilla Firefox today. It is running pretty good. Very user friendly and the alerts are in laymans terms rather than jargon (ie - it even lets you choose your default home page once downloaded and import all your favourites or bookmarks). As a browser is very clear to understand. Pop Up Blockers are automatically built into the browser which is great as well. no annoying ads. It even asks you to chose if you want Mozilla or IE to be your default web broswer for access. So very happy with the download.
For those considering doing the same, go to
www.mozilla.org
enough for tonight.
