bullied
been reading some interesting stuff. I tihnk my mum is bullying me. How awful is that, but i think i finally understand why things are so difficult. No wonder the dr wants me to get away from the situation. Wow. I never realised it. It is weird because mum is/was so shattered by my brother. I know she loves him, but is that a manipulation as well? What the hell happened to make him want to commit suicide. The bloody cat for god sake was not his fault.
Why would he feel like that? I am only being bullied simply because she has misinterpreted my comments and is highly sensitive about what happened i doubt she realises it's what she is doing. To me she is suffocating though. I lose all confidence and just arghhh. But i think it's what might be happening. She always manages to lay the guilt trip on and make everything about HER. nevermind what i was getting over. Why is my experience being clouded by oh i am a good mum i am worried about her she shouldn't be drinking coffee coming off pills, my poor daughter she is such a pathetic mess.
ARRRRRRGGGGHHHHHHH
I am actually GLAD I am seeing my shrink she is giving me strength to cope with this situation.
