Last night- on to Christchurch.
We had our last night party. I still haven't figured out group dynamics and politics yet i guess. I let people get to me too much, but today is the last day so i don't have to worry about it after this.
Anyway, for the most part it's been fun. I have done some cool activities - hang gliding, skiing, luge......seen some cool stuff and i have a couple more days with (G) to go which will be nice. I am looking forward to seeing her again. Should be cool.
I still have heaps of stuff about (J) going through my head. Still wish i hadn't made such a mess of things, but it's always the way i react - i let things go until it reaches absolute crises point and that just makes things nastier and i get too upset.
But anyway, not much else to write at the moment.
We had our last night party which was kind of cool. I did my best to have a good time anyways....
Alright, enough crapping on. I am home in a couple of days and then i will be stressing about looking for work. Not relishing the prospect of that.....
