Rambling

Holiday is almost over.  Am kind of wishing i hadn't come on the tour alone. I have made one good friend though, at least for now. I guess I am just not a big group people kind of person. I don't like talking very much and but at least this has been a learning experience. Someone who will still be my friend when they know i am being picked on is wortha dime a dozen. I just don't know why i seem to get it all the time. Women are bitches. People always need someone don't they. I just get sick of it ALWAYS being me when it comes to group situations. I am not unattractive - people have told me this a lot, I am short and i am quiet.......People are fine with me one on one, but put me in a group and....arghh. Maybe i am just a boring conversationalist.....I dunno.

Anyways, despite that - the holiday has had some cool stuff to do. Got to go skiing yesterday, which was awesome fun. Downhill, which was cool. Hang gliding today and heaps of other cool stuff i have seen and done. I will put some pictures up when i can get myself organised. There is some beautiful scenery here. It's a pretty cool country. Have gotten to see the Haka performed a few times, which was kinda cool. Have bought some jade - one of my necklaces went missing , which is a bit of a shame, but i guess it's only money - and I have spent way too much lately..... I need to look for a job when i get back which i am stressing about. I am going home with under what i like to feel comfortable in the bank.  But i figure, i am not going to enjoy myself if I worry about how much i am spending and shit, it's not worth it. 

Alright enough rambling for now. I should probably head back to the lodge. Will write more later.

 

 

 

Holiday is almost over.  Am kind of wishing i hadn't come on the tour alone. I have made one good friend though, at least for now. I guess I am just not a big group people kind of person. I don't like talking very much and but at least this has been a learning experience. Someone who will still be my friend when they know i am being picked on is wortha dime a dozen. I just don't know why i seem to get it all the time. Women are bitches. People always need someone don't they. I just get sick of it ALWAYS being me when it comes to group situations. I am not unattractive - people have told me this a lot, I am short and i am quiet.......People are fine with me one on one, but put me in a group and....arghh. Maybe i am just a boring conversationalist.....I dunno.

Anyways, despite that - the holiday has had some cool stuff to do. Got to go skiing yesterday, which was awesome fun. Downhill, which was cool. Hang gliding today and heaps of other cool stuff i have seen and done. I will put some pictures up when i can get myself organised. There is some beautiful scenery here. It's a pretty cool country. Have gotten to see the Haka performed a few times, which was kinda cool. Have bought some jade - one of my necklaces went missing , which is a bit of a shame, but i guess it's only money - and I have spent way too much lately..... I need to look for a job when i get back which i am stressing about. I am going home with under what i like to feel comfortable in the bank.  But i figure, i am not going to enjoy myself if I worry about how much i am spending and shit, it's not worth it. 

Alright enough rambling for now. I should probably head back to the lodge. Will write more later.