Weblog of Melissa

Had work friday grr i hate my manager she loves picking on me but no1 else likes her and every1 stands up 4 me in front of her lol! Anyway friday night had a gr8 night went 2 a party in James hall which which woz fun!  Sat i went bowling and to the cinema with Chris and Adam which woz a laugh especially bowling!  2day Went 2 southampton with Chloe spent loads and came home wid quite alot havnt been there 4 ages so we both had a gd time!  Now im really tired busy weekend!  Well working but on wednesday going hopefully 2 da cinema then Kats Party!  Well guna go now!!!

Thursday woz a gr8 day 1 of the best days ive had in ages!  Met Simon down poole and Tom came 2 walked round poole 4 bout 1hr!  then Tom sore James who he new and his m8s so we came in2 1 big group and sat in poole park!  Met Sarah and Sofie who r both really kl James is kl 2 although he likes me a bit 2 much!  We stayed and talked in poole park basically all day woz kl 2 get 2 know people!  Then i got invited 2 go to the fire works with them so we all went 2 see the fireworks and got drunk i wasnt 2 bad just a bit loud lol!  Anyway was a gr8 night although james woz trying 2 get really close with me he has a gr8 personality but he wanted 2 get really close with me and i didnt know him that long and i didnt fall 4 him so might take a while and wud rather get 2 know him better 1st coz atm i dnt have any feelings 4 him!  Anyway Kasper came down which woz kl aint seen him in a while!  Got invited 2 james party so friday will b gr8 and its not a beach party 4 1ce not a beach party lol!  feels gr8 2 be invited sum where 4 1ce!  My ususal group of m8s have gon off camping this week left 2day not exactly the gr8est of weather 4 camping but i wasnt invited every1 else woz and they were bragging they have gon 4 like 1 week so i dnt care if it rains on them mite sound meen but they aint exactly true m8s ive found a new group of m8s who invite me every where and make me feel part of the group although i am the youngest so its all gd!  Over the past month ive met loads of new m8s and i have loads in commen with em aswell with my usual m8s i dnt have a thing in commen with any of em!  Im not ditching them bcoz Chloe and loz i have known all through skool and there both gr8 m8s and will still c em on my days off i luv em both 2 bits!  Also simon although hes really quiet hes gd 2 talk with!  Mike is gr8 2 !  I do luv em all but i just think im better off meeting new people now becoz i dnt think they like me that much and although i will still c em and wnt just 4get about them and ditch them i am much happier now ive met these new guys! I guess i feel i can b myself coz i am diff 2 them all i like things and like going out 2 discos etc but cant becoz i dnt feel i can wen im wid them lot coz there not in2 things like that! Im still staying m8s with Chris Luke and Adam 2 bcoz there kl 2!  As far as my job is going its all gd !  well i have 2 work all week but friday night going 2 james party hopefully sat im going 2 southampton with sharron as im not ditching her just not gunna c her as often as b4 as i think its better 4 both of us that way and we have a gd time wen we do c each other!  Anyway i will blog wen i have more 2 say maybe not till next weekend!  xXxXxXxXxXx

I missed 4 days of work bcoz i woz ill :(  !!  well wen i went bak woz gr8 i booked a holiday 4 sum1 and got commision yay!!  cant wait till i get paid!  Anyway went down bmouth with Chloe loz and Dixon sat in the gardens spoke to ryans m8s went and randomly spoke 2 two guys laura liked bcoz she woz scared 2 do it so i did it 4 her lol!   Anyway 2day i went 2 poole with Luke Sofe woz fun just hanged about went in shops got chucked outa Toy master and the Libary lol!  We only went in2 da libary 2 draw pics Luke gave me a picture yay mind u the 1 i did 4 him looks more like him than the 1 he did of me lol! Im sure u will agree luke well? lol  The Chris and Adam came down we were takin da piss outa chris coz he thought these german girls wud meet up wid him lol and they didnt turn up! I sware hes stalking me i sware he still likes me deep down lol owell hes far 2 depressing!  Adam is gr8 gettin 2 really like him lol!!  And luke well hes the gr8est guy in the whole world hehe Gr8 hugs hes so cudderly!  I cud write loads more but cant b botherd and will just get boring!! 

Mood: Happy

Friday woz a gr8 day! 1st of all i went got chloes bday prezzie bcoz i had money and wanted 2 get it b4 i spend it!  Then Met up wid her we went 2 get mags and went 2 sit in the grdens 4 bout 1 hr! Then simon came! Me and Chloe spotted a really fit guy lol!!!  Well then loz turned up! I decided i wud make a full outa myself go say hi to the fit guy! and actually it tured out i new 1 of his m8s who originally i met on msn and thought he woz a total twat and deleted him lol oopss! Anyway went well got gd m8s with him  Ha laura chloe had 2 put up wid is m8s lol! Owell woz gr8 fun! Me and Ryan got on really well!  We then went 2 a party and i got closer 2 him o and not 4gettin Loz gettin very close wid karsten and r know dating grrr her lukcy bitch lol! Yeh woz well jelous!!!  owell gd luk 2 em! Anyway had a really gd time with Ryan hes 18 !!  I dnt know hes really fit but i dnt think hes really my type!!  I know who i want but wnt get him!!  Anyway im going 2 france yay with luke which shud b a gr8 laugh although he hasnt got a passport yet!!  dnt know wen ive got sum really cheap deals but wud have 2 go like 11-12 augest so gotta c wen he can get his passport and wait 2 oviously get paid  otherwise we wud end up going october but wud b better in the summer!   Plus although im not drinking alcohol 4 a while i will b able 2 get in bars and stuff 16 over there how gr8s that!!!   Lukes at Nass atm! havnt seen him 4 a while but gunan go shoppin wid him yay a guy who duznt mind shoppin lol well shud b fun!  Well 2day i wnt shopping down poole with my students which woz ok i guess i got a magic roundabout pen yay hehe! Have work 11-5 2moz cant wait its gr8 lol probs get bored wid it but atm its fun! Anyway better b off now so blog in the week sum time xxx

I cant really remember god knows y wot i did this week oviously means nuthin interesting! well i remember from wednesday night! Well hads the Prom so got ready then went 2 lauras house!  Then from there went 2 the prom! Started off crap RnB music really not my thing! It got better though! By the middle was having a gd time woz dancing and had Laura making us be in photos and even be in the Echo (newspaper) didnt want 2 but hey i guess theres only ever gunna b 1 end of yr 11 prom! It was a real laugh Laura started having fun thank god! Anyway she came back 2 mine after were lookin at the photos which woz kl Woke up quite l8 as didnt go 2 sleep till about 4 am!  Erin phoned asking us 2 go down Poole loz cudnt she had work! So i woz down poole with Erin Zack Mike and David! Went 2 c Rob in hospital woz glad 2 c him back 2 his normal self and 2 know that the news woz gd woz stable! 2day went down poole with Natalie and Sammy 2 gd m8s from skool! that was fun! Then went 2 a party ive given up alcohol 4 1 month so i was gd although this guy who goes really annoys me and kept hitting me grrrr him !  Its weird how i have been feeling this last week! owell im sure that will pass! blog soon xxx