Weblog of Melissa

Ok its been ages sinse ive been on this and i know no1 ever reads them any more! just was lookin at links and this came up so thought i would update it!  Well All is well Xmas woz crap but Work party in Birmingham was amazing also got 2 meet graham norton librety x and loads more!  Plus free alcohol so as u can probs imagine quite a few drunk people on the way home coach driver was goin mad 5hr journey cut 2 3hrs he was driving so fast every1 was pukin every where oops well i wasnt the worst by far!  but wasnt the best lol!  Umm works been gr8 as u wud all know castlepoint where i work closed for safety reasons 4 1 month so was working in poole so got 2 know every1 there!  but sinse being bak at castlepoint had nothing but nice comments from customers and Sadie  who is new manager was my deputy but congratulations shes my manager now which is gr8 !  New yrs eve went 2 Sadies as she invited me and Katie who is manager from poole shop! kinda weird really a 16 yr old spending new yrs wid 2 managers but was quite funni!  have grown up so fast its scary even last summer half the stuff i did then i wudnt dream of doing now!  Got quite a bit commission this month coz January is the bussiest month 4 us and xmas is the quietest!  well off skiing to Switzerland on 4th feb which unfortunatly is wid parents but hey didnt have 2 pay and knowing wot its like will help me sale ski holidays and earn me money so cnt complain really!  wud rather be in carribean though hehe!  Will get there sum day of even hawaii which i will make sure i visit b4 i turn 30 haha long way 2 go yet who knows cud be working 4 an airline then or cud be sitting on managers desk o how nice that wud be o well gotta focuss on nvq 1st!  1 thing i admit i miss is being able 2 meet up wid friends! missin erin alyse sharron chloe alex zak chris etc!  its hard coz i work full time wen i get days off i just wanna sleep coz im so tired!  well 2moz going 2 Stephs house party !  shud b gd although me and Sammi rnt the best of m8s atm which im quite upset about becoz i was 1ce again in the middle between 2 friends nick and sammi not going in2 detail but bascially i todl the truth and sammi didnt like it but if i wud of lied i cud of got in a lot of trouble didnt do it 2 upset her coz she is a gd m8 of mine just hope she realises i didnt tell the truth 2 hurt her i did it bcoz i had no choice!  Well i will tlk 2 her so wen she wants 2 b m8s again i will b fine wid it !  its hard coz as ive said earlier i have grown up a hell of a lot and this kinda thing feels really childish and pointless 2 me but hey i understand every1 else is ever still in 6th form or at college and im sure if i went 2 college i wud b the same!  god am typing this really quick and writing loads lol feels like an essay mind u work on computers everyday so type alot faster now.   well will be off now guna go lie on bed watching bit of tv which i havnt had time to do in a long time.

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Rite well as im bored might aswell blog!   Have not been up 2 much l8ly really mostly down bmouth !   I got really close 2 a guy called Andy he was fit and a gr8 personality we were really close in going out!  However He found sum1 just b4 i was about 2 ask him out which woz a pain coz i did really like him!  Owell!  Went 2 Sharrons bfs M8s house party which rocked woz gr8 got a bit drunk and fell asleep but wot i remember of it it woz gr8!  Work is all gd apart from my manager is bein a rite twat and picking on me every 5secs and doing my head in!  All my collegues think i shud tell the manager above her bcoz shes being a rite biatch but cant b botherd 2 cause problems when i am luvin the job!  Went out last night with work as it was Hollys bday. Originally i was only goin 4 da meal as i am only 16 and they were goin out clubbin and 2 bars after!  But after the meal they 4t it wud b amuzing 2 try get me in although i didnt think i had a chance wen i dnt even look 16 lol!  I got in was amazed no id asked 4 ever!  wot was even funnier woz my collegue Sadie who is about 30 got ided lol!!   Was a gr8 night and i even got served which added 2 it :) !  Marj my manger wasnt there which was gd coz she tld em not 2 let me drink but they still got me drinks hehehe!  Best night out so far! 

 Its strange becoz i have 3 main groups of m8s who all r completly diff!  1st ebing Chloe Loz Erin Alyse Alex Zack and that lot one the others being Dan Rosie Andy Gaz etc and the other Sharron Darron Row Tash Carl James etc!   Well tis quite kl really!  I get on wid all 3 groups 1 group who r like gothy/punk/alternative and the other being townie/surfy!   I like all types music which is gd 2 i guess

any way stuff 2 do !  blog wenever

I had the week of from work! didnt start off gd i ran out the house and stayed at sharrons 4 a while!  I went 2 nicks house 4 the day which woz fun he had his m8 round 2 cant remember his name but he seems a nice guy!  Just basically went in his pool all day lol!  The rest of the time ive been down bmouth which is gr8 fun luv all the guys and met alot of nice people!  Josh and his gf seem 2 be gettin on very well they make a sweet couple bless them!  Paul dumped me by text becoz he didnt want me 2 hurt him but i wudnt of anyway he hurt me by dumping me by text so at the end of the day its his loss not mine i didnt get 2 attached 2 him bcoz i didnt wanna get hurt so im over him really his loss!  Me and Paul r friends well hes been trying 2 b nice 2 me but y shud i b friendly with him wen he dumped me by text and he new i didnt want that so im not letting him off that easy! Well sinse ive met all the guys about 1month ago now maybe a bit longer i have liked a guy called Andy ever sinse the 1st day of meeting every1!  However i didnt wanna get 2 close 2 him bcoz i didnt think he liked me and i didnt wanna loose our gd friendship.  I did make a few hints 2 people but thats about it!  2day Rosie spoke 2 him 2 find out if he liked me and in what way very slighly which i wanted so it didnt seem 2 ovious!   Andy does like me and apaprently hes gunna ask me out so fingers crossed we will c!  Hes really lovly and dark spiky hair hehehehe hes so fit!  The only problem wud b that he is younger than me but not by a lot!  However i like him 2 much 2 wrorry about that even though i do go 4 older guys!  I introduced Kat 2 Dan 2day bcoz kat really wants a bf and i think they suit!  They both really kl people and they like each other so gd luk 2 them both they deserve each other as there both really lovly people!  Anyway im off work 2moz !