today was beautifully sunny
Mood: ok
Listening to: James bond music from a video game
First off...thanks so much to those who leave me comments. I enjoy reading that you enjoy reading. I have always thought secretly that my life is a comedy and God is laughing away and having a good time like it's a sitcom.
Good news today. My father won't have to have cataract surgery yet. But he's supposed to look at some paper that looks like graph paper and if he sees the lines go wavy he should be seen by a doctor immediately. It's a good thing he's not a drinker!! He couldn't tell me why thay want him to look at this daily. I always get wavy lines and dizziness when looking at those optical illusion books. Anyways I was thrilled that my migraine headache finally went away. I was napping this morning (hoping it would leave while I slept) and had the weirdest dream. First, Dr. Phil was comforting me because of my mother's death and next thing I know I'm looking at a giant fish tank as big as a house and the fish are swimming around the room in the air. He and I were trying to catch the fish to return them to the water before they died. I woke up....moved...and the pain came back even worse than before. Thanks Dr. Phil!
I was better off moving about the house and it finally went away. (thank you) Okay...who here is dieting or attempting in a nice way to diet? I decided to diet and haven't lost any weight yet but have been doing exercise videos religiously. My problem is my brother. He weighs about 500 lbs. (honest!) and he is what we call an enabler. I asked him thousands of times not to buy me icecream or any other of my addictions that come in the form of delicious tasty treats. He was doing well for a while and dieting too but stopped when the weather turned cold because he doesn't like cold lettuce when the weather is cold. But I am trying. This week he brought home: potato chips (2 bags), cheese spread, triscuits, cheezit twists, ice cream and a bag of vegetable crisps that are made of extruded vegetable glop that is then fried or baked or whatever. I asked him why? Why are you doing this? He says everyone else likes it. My father has aaked him not to waste the money, my kids don't want it, so that leaves me!! That pisses me off. I don't want to weigh as much as him and I think he is threatened by people who are not eating. What do you think?
