I Don't Recall Breaking Two Mirrors

Mood: blah but improving

Woke up to see that very little snow had accumulated and even though it was still snowing it didn't take a genius to add up that we weren't going to get the amount that the weatherman said we were going to . I was happy about that. A little too happy though. You see, mania has started creeping back in to my personality slowly but surely. It has started to show up in the morning because I don't have any medication in my system yet and I was always a morning person. They used to love me at my last morning job. I used to open up the store and been done with my work while everyone else was just walking in and I would have all this energy and I really enjoyed myself and my work. I still miss the people and the job. Anyway, this morning I was laughing and having a great time telling my poor father all about something or other (I can't even remember) and blabbing about this and that. Luckily he didn't even notice it but I did, so I took my pills and did the dishes and decided to call my sister and talk some more and laugh some more. An hour later I did some house cleaning and I got a huge headache because being manic is kind of like the feeling you get after you've had a few too many beers or glasses of wine or whatever. Sometimes after the really great time and all the crazy laughing your brain just says it's had enough and it poops out on you. So, I've had this crappy headache. And Tylenol doesn't help and I can't take anything stronger, so I've tried heat packs and that made it worse and now I have cold packs which are helping somewhat. Serves me right for having such a good time, I still am at a point where I could have controlled myself by not talking to anyone and just sat down and read a book. Well, I guess every so often I still put myself in the position of guinea pig to see what happens.