I am certain beyond doubt that God exists, but I believe that the Christian concept of God is flawed and inadequate. As a navigator, I have spent countless hours contemplating the boundless oceans, been enveloped by the vast infinity of a sky blacker and more full than any landlubber can envisage. How can I not believe in God?
Throughout history, tyrants have controlled the deeds and actions of man through fear, ultimately the fear of death. But Christianity has ruled with a rod of iron, and sought to control not only our deeds but our unspoken thoughts, not merely by fear of death, but something much worse, fear of everlasting damnation and hellfire, literally the fear of God. That is neither benevolent nor fatherly. When the crops grow, we hold a Thanksgiving Service, but when they fail, we do not hold Him responsible. We are told that God has given mankind freewill. When there is an act of kindness or courage, it is because we have been guided by God, yet when we act cruelly or savagely, that is attributed to man’s inhumanity to man, or the work of the Devil. But surely, if man is capable of inhumanity in his own right, he must also be capable of great humanity? Either God is responsible for everything, or he is responsible for nothing.
The laws of nature are not based on chance. Just the opposite, those laws are strict and unvarying, though infinite in number. There is a law which dictates what will happen if a tonne of lead lands on my head, and another law that governs the life of a mayfly. But the point to realise is that those laws, which are far from random, are based on anything but morality. They do not come about because Mother Nature is pleased or displeased. If a tree falls in the forest, it makes reverberations in the air. Whether there are ears to convert those vibrations into sound matters not. There are natural conditions that have caused that tree to fall; maybe wind, disease, rot, infestation, old age, but when that tree does fall, it is oblivious as to a man standing underneath.
In nature, there is no morality, no punishment, no revenge, no predetermination, no judgement. Events that appear to be random are merely the consequence of unwritten laws. When one tectonic plate subverts under another, once the pressure is sufficient, there will be an earthquake, which may or may not cause great loss of life.
We all understand the concept of Mother Nature, yet we do not attribute false qualities to her, she is blind to the consequences of her actions. Yet if there is a God who encompasses all things, that must also encompass Mother Nature and her works. Such a picture of God is radically different to that accepted for so long by so many.
davecathy@blueyonder.co.uk