http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away That's the world from my perspective - . en cut_the_pain_away cut_the_pain_away Mon, 16 Jan 2006 14:45:22 +0100 daily 1 I Love your eyes I love your smile I love your innocence I love how you speak the truth I love it how you introduce me to people as your girlfriend I love how you loved me, even before we kissed I love how you know what's running through my mind, without me saying a word I love how you trust me enough to tell me your deepest secrets I love   how you can still act like a little kid with me I love  how you laugh when i do dumb blonde things I love how you see the fire in me and know that it's in you too I love how even when i stumble over my words, you still know what i want to say I love how you get jealous when i talk about other guys I love how you don't care that i have freckles I love how you respect my choices even though they may be dumb I love how you don't care what school i go to or what clothes i wear I love it when you boast about all the dangerous stuff you've done just to impress me   I love... Mon, 16 Jan 2006 14:45:22 +0100 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/I-really-do-love-you/29/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/I-really-do-love-you/29/ Deptression takes over your soul.. It leaves u empty, Consequences succumb Like This...   You Become numb to the pain, all that's left, is to cut the pain away Mon, 24 Oct 2005 12:38:00 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/Depression/28/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/Depression/28/ as the blood drips through my soul, my mind is suffocating, screaming out from the darkness, pleading cries of sorrow, why her and not me. Sun, 28 Aug 2005 13:31:00 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/Untitled/27/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/Untitled/27/ these are some random things i wrote when i was trying to think of msn names, lol.   How can I hate you but love you so much that I would give away the rest of my life to be with you for just one day? How come you can’t be mine and you see every girl but me?   I cry 4 da times we spent 2getha all in da past now no lookin bak movin 4wrd even tho my hrts stil stuk in da past wit u and im stuck here without you       i feel like sum1 has taken a knife and torn my insides out   and left me alive to feel the pain   I'm alone and afraid of whats hiding in this darkness, unable to see past the blanket of darkness covering the night sky while i'm trying to reach out to you. And the pain is blocking my vision   u made me cry, u said u were happy, but yet u left me here all alone, and no where left 2 go but bak 2 u   if you loved me... Mon, 08 Aug 2005 12:10:54 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/Untitled/26/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/Untitled/26/ omg random random random   i saw this girl with a bright blue smile, she made me laugh she made me cry, she knocked me over with those eyes, and friends forever we will be! Mon, 18 Jul 2005 11:00:10 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/25/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/25/ Holding onto a dream that won't come true. Holding onto a heart turning blue. Draining the life from your soul. Suffocating. Blood seeping. Darkness surrounding. Running from the pain. Lifeless embodiment Tue, 12 Jul 2005 13:52:25 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/21/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/21/ The light is suffocating. Desperate darkness awakens. Deep suffocation. Black death taking hold. Uncontrollable numbness Tue, 12 Jul 2005 11:00:55 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/The-light-is-suffocating/24/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/The-light-is-suffocating/24/ The only thing left is to cut the pain away. Tue, 12 Jul 2005 10:58:48 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/The-only-thing-left/23/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/The-only-thing-left/23/ Stay by my side. Let me be. I'll be whoever you want me to be. i love you for u. Do u love me for me? The deeper i fall. The harder to see, through this storm of depression and darkness. No tunnel to the light. No elevator or stairwell to get away from this mess. I'm 1 foot under, trying to stay up. Don't let me fall 5 more feet. Don't let me go. I need you. I'm holding onto the hope. Holding onto this blade, hanging by a rope. No longer able to see through this dark cloud hanging above my head. Tue, 12 Jul 2005 10:58:01 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/No-longer-able-to-see/22/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/No-longer-able-to-see/22/ I can't handle this life anymore i want to DIE.   My love will never be worth anything to you. Tue, 12 Jul 2005 10:52:42 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitle/20/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitle/20/ IM SICK OF THIS LIFE. LET ME BE. LET ME GO. LET ME DIE! Tue, 12 Jul 2005 10:50:05 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/19/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/19/ My little sister is really random, she was watching center stage and she made this poem for every letter in the alphabet.   American Ballet Company Dick Eating Fuckers Go Hump It Jemima Kisses Little Mugs Never Over Pump Quiet Reasons Sex Tutor Use Very Wet Xandy’s Yellow Zebra Tue, 12 Jul 2005 10:49:35 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/W00t-go-little-sis.-LMAO/18/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/W00t-go-little-sis.-LMAO/18/ Something random kat wrote in my diary.   Life in general gets you down   I would have to agree with that. Tue, 12 Jul 2005 10:48:59 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/17/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/17/ Some random things Cassie wrote in my diary. Luv ya Cass!   If I could change I would, take back the pain, I would. Retrace every move I made, I would. If I could stand up and take the blame, I would. If I could take all my shame to the grave, I would.   It’s easier to run. Replacing this pain with something numb. It’s so much easier to go than face all this pain, here all alone.   Night consumes light And all I dread It doesn’t matter if your choking When your already dead   Clutching my cure. I tightly lock the door and try to catch my breath again. I hurt much more than anytime before. I have no options left anymore.   The past is gone. Now is all there is. But sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back and never moving forward so there would never be a past.   I luv cass, she is my best friend in the whole world. Tue, 12 Jul 2005 10:48:21 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/16/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/16/ Sometimes it’s easier to hide from the pain. It’s easier to run. Sometimes pain is better than pleasure. Better than turning back for the worst. Better than killing yourself Tue, 12 Jul 2005 10:46:44 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/15/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/15/ What counts is not necessarily the size of the dog in the fight. But the size of the fight in the dog. Tue, 12 Jul 2005 10:45:51 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/14/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/14/ Don’t play me boy, CAUSE REVENGE IS SWEET!!!! Tue, 12 Jul 2005 10:45:21 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/13/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/13/ This is a cute little poem my friend brogan wrote in my notebook.   I shave my legs I sit down to pee I can justify any shopping spree Don’t go to the barber, but a beauty salon I can get a massage without a hard-on Flowers are ok, but jewellery is best Look at my face, not at my chest Call me a girl, babe or a chick I am a woman get it you DICK! Tue, 12 Jul 2005 10:44:17 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/12/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/12/ Here is a really random song I wrote when I was being an idiot. Sitting in math’s class while the teacher was chucking a psyche at me.     Awaiting my fate. Eating a piece of cake. I’m not poor. But very unsure.   Didn’t do the task, but who care’s it’s the past. Go kiss your mumma’s ass. Your such a tight arse.   And I don’t care or give a fuck you ain’t gunna stop me. I’ll do what I CARE. Even dance around in my underwear. My life is mine, only I hold the key and I’m gunna be what I wanna be. YOU CAN’T STOP ME!     Haha good times. Lmao Tue, 12 Jul 2005 10:43:27 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/11/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/11/ I’m drowning in my own blood. Tue, 12 Jul 2005 10:42:53 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/10/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/cut_the_pain_away/untitled/10/