All my writings A blog of my shit, all the poems i write etc. don't like em, deal with it, do you think i care?

I Love your eyes

I love your smile

I love your innocence

I love how you speak the truth

I love it how you introduce me to people as your girlfriend

I love how you loved me, even before we kissed

I love how you know what's running through my mind, without me saying a word

I love how you trust me enough to tell me your deepest secrets

I love  how you can still act like a little kid with me

I love how you laugh when i do dumb blonde things

I love how you see the fire in me and know that it's in you too

I love how even when i stumble over my words, you still know what i want to say

I love how you get jealous when i talk about other guys

I love how you don't care that i have freckles

I love how you respect my choices even though they may be dumb

I love how you don't care what school i go to or what clothes i wear

I love it when you boast about all the dangerous stuff you've done just to impress me

I love You

(c) Chloe Willats, unfinished

Mood: Depressed
Listening to: Marilyn Manson - Tainted Love

Deptression takes over your soul..

It leaves u empty, Consequences succumb

Like This...

You Become numb to the pain, all that's left, is to cut the pain away

Mood: lets party my voodoo child
Listening to: snoop dogg, drop it liek its hot

Mood: broken inside but yet still in love
Listening to: the radio

these are some random things i wrote when i was trying to think of msn names, lol.

How can I hate you but love you so much that I would give away the rest of my life to be with you for just one day? How come you can’t be mine and you see every girl but me?

I cry 4 da times we spent 2getha all in da past now no lookin bak movin 4wrd even tho my hrts stil stuk in da past wit u and im stuck here without you

i feel like sum1 has taken a knife and torn my insides out  and left me alive to feel the pain

I'm alone and afraid of whats hiding in this darkness, unable to see past the blanket of darkness covering the night sky while i'm trying to reach out to you. And the pain is blocking my vision

u made me cry, u said u were happy, but yet u left me here all alone, and no where left 2 go but bak 2 u

if you loved me you wouldn't make me cry. why must these tears torment me and remind me of you?

omg random random random

i saw this girl with a bright blue smile, she made me laugh she made me cry, she knocked me over with those eyes, and friends forever we will be!

Holding onto a dream that won't come true. Holding onto a heart turning blue. Draining the life from your soul. Suffocating. Blood seeping. Darkness surrounding. Running from the pain. Lifeless embodiment

The light is suffocating. Desperate darkness awakens. Deep suffocation. Black death taking hold. Uncontrollable numbness

I can't handle this life anymore i want to DIE.

My love will never be worth anything to you.

My little sister is really random, she was watching center stage and she made this poem for every letter in the alphabet.

American

Ballet

Company

Dick

Eating

Fuckers

Go

Hump

It

Jemima

Kisses

Little

Mugs

Never

Over

Pump

Quiet

Reasons

Sex

Tutor

Use

Very

Wet

Xandy’s

Yellow

Something random kat wrote in my diary.

Life in general gets you down

Some random things Cassie wrote in my diary. Luv ya Cass!

If I could change I would, take back the pain, I would. Retrace every move I made, I would. If I could stand up and take the blame, I would. If I could take all my shame to the grave, I would.

It’s easier to run. Replacing this pain with something numb. It’s so much easier to go than face all this pain, here all alone.

Night consumes light

And all I dread

It doesn’t matter if your choking

When your already dead

Clutching my cure. I tightly lock the door and try to catch my breath again. I hurt much more than anytime before. I have no options left anymore.

The past is gone. Now is all there is. But sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back and never moving forward so there would never be a past.

This is a cute little poem my friend brogan wrote in my notebook.

I shave my legs

I sit down to pee

I can justify any shopping spree

Don’t go to the barber, but a beauty salon

I can get a massage without a hard-on

Flowers are ok, but jewellery is best

Look at my face, not at my chest

Call me a girl, babe or a chick

I am a woman get it you DICK!

Here is a really random song I wrote when I was being an idiot. Sitting in math’s class while the teacher was chucking a psyche at me.

Awaiting my fate. Eating a piece of cake. I’m not poor. But very unsure.

Didn’t do the task, but who care’s it’s the past. Go kiss your mumma’s ass. Your such a tight arse.

And I don’t care or give a fuck you ain’t gunna stop me. I’ll do what I CARE. Even dance around in my underwear. My life is mine, only I hold the key and I’m gunna be what I wanna be. YOU CAN’T STOP ME!