crazed and writing

Apr 12, 2005 at 15:34 o\clock

Tired...

Mood: sadz, tiredz
Listening to: silence

...even though inspiration hit me in the head with a brick and I wrote five pages worth of draft. Okay, so maybe it's only four and a half, but it's still alot. And it was all done during lectures and tutorials. Good use of time, huh? :P

Hmm...the JCAC would not be formed now. Mrs. Koh has rejected the idea because of lack of sustainability. Okay, so that did not appear in my computations for likelihood for the setting up of the cca. She sounded so serious and helpful at first, when we did this whole lump of proposal which didn't make much sense. I thought it was more of the problem of focus. But now that we have a focus, she says it's too expensive. Then, after we said that we would be willing to scrape the language course, hence making it very cheap for the school, she said that it was the problem of sustainability. Since I don't curse very well, I shan't. But this entire situation sucks! There goes my plans for JCAC. And I'm left with only chess. And there probably goes my scholarship too.... no excellent cca record=no scholarship possiblity. Arrrgh!

The good thing would be inspiration finally granting my wish by hitting me over the head with unending ideas. My fingers are tired from writing, my wrists and elbows (the left one, actually) hurts for typing in an unnatural position. I don't know the reason, but it hurts. And it's all Mrs. Koh's fault. She'll shoulder all the blame cause she's responsible for dashing my dreams. All her fault. Everything, you hear! EVerything!


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