My head hurts.
Mood: sad
Listening to: time passing me by
Day 1 of Orientation 2 Zion 2005 @ NYJC : Adequent. Pale in comparison to Orientation 1.
Day 2 of Orientation 2 Zion 2005. Me= Absent. Why? Coz I had just the slightest bit of sore throat. Plus a reluctance to get out of bed. Plus the fact that I dislike cheese (and pizza) and they're having it for dinner. Plus today is the fifteenth day of the chinese calender, and I'm going vegetarian.
That's the summary of the past two days. Tomorrow's Good Friday, so there's no school, plus the upcoming weekend, so I have a grand total of four days' break. :D
Anyway, I was really surprised (shock?) on Wednesday. The first big surprise was seeing Desmond in the same OG as I am. 0.o My arch-enemy of my lower secondary years? The same guy I (daringly) went to the Discipline Master to complain about? The same idiot who infuriated me on purpose? That's him. *groan* I was really dreading the entire day, so it was kinda of a nice thing when I saw that he was really a nice guy who went along with everyone else. I think I was the only person who felt uncomfortable around him.
The second surprise was seeing Ian in NY. The first thought that came to mind was 'You're kidding!' I mean, Ian was top in class in the entire year of secondary 3, and was one of the top students in secondary 4. What on earth is he doing in NY? God knows. But he responded friendly enough when I greeted him. He looked just a bit uncomfortable, though. Probably the environment change and everything. He isn't in Zelda or Ithor, though, so I didn't get the chance to catch up with him.
The last surprise was seeing Aileen Lydia, and she was holding a flute. She was pretty nice to me, though a little preoccupied. The last time I saw her was at Northpoint; she told me then that she was in YJ. Now, she's appealing to NY. Perhaps through band?
I totally forgot to mention the most important point of all. I DON'T WANT TO BE IN ZELDA (Dragon)! I WANT TO STAY IN ITHOR(Pegasus)! *cough* *sigh* Life likes to play tricks on me.... T.T
Aside from that, my mum just had a very uncomfortable 'heart-baring' talk with me. Heart-baring being that she told me exactly what my bad points were. T.T Very uncomfortable. So uncomfortable that my head hurts real bad. But I guess she had a point. What she called 'so similar to your father' was to me 'no self-discipline'. I think my version sounds nicer. But I'm not going to brood about this any longer. It's my way of escaping reality.
My head hurts.
