crazed and writing

May 18, 2005 at 14:31 o\clock

It's been quite a while...

Mood: cheerful
Listening to: nothin in particular

I just didn't feel like sitting at my com and typing whatever I felt into it. It was beginning to feel like an obligation. Definitely not what I want.

Anyways, the chess club ex-co committee is finally out! And I'm the secretary. :P Which suits me perfectly, since I like order so much. :D

Hm...the 2.4km run was yesterday, and until today, my legs still hurt. It'll probably continue for the next week or so. So not fun. But I did get an A, way beyond my expectations. And it was because I kept a particular someone in mine. And for the sake of my sanity, blood vessels as well as Kar Wai, I shall not mention his name here. :P

I don't know. He's quite different from josh, my previous crush. Let's see...he's difinitely shorter, less muscular, less clever... The list can go on. But there just seem to be a feeling about him I can't shake off, as if we can get along well together. I don't mind his lame jokes too much, I can be pretty lame too, when I'm not busy being nervous. But he's just....actually, I have no idea. It'll be pretty embarassing if josh were to be reading this now. Not that I think he still remembers me, other than that-gril-who-confessed-to-me-and-wrote-stories-and-posted-them-on-the-net-and-also-printed-them-for-me-to-read. :P I did quite a few things that are pretty embarrassing to remember. *sigh* It was a first crush, after all, and he did seem like the perfect guy. Emphasis on did seem. It's okay, and I'm not going to be moping after it for the entire college year. I like my school, I like my combi, I like my teachers, and I am going to do well. That's my promise to myself.

Well, that's quite a lot of things to crap about. Ja ne.


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