crazed and writing

Bah. Finally got home from school. Lessons ended early, but I wanted to do some work, so I stayed back with karwai, xinxian and esther. Actually, esther wanted to leave, and xinxian too, but later xinxian changed her mind and esther reluctantly also came along.

Did some real work, like maybe four or five math questions in like 2 hours. That's not including the amount of time we spent to settle down and stop talking crap. Or gossip, for that matter. This shows that I'm really getting math-rusty, and this calls for MORE practice. *groan* But I really want to take that s paper, which means I must work doubly hard.

I can smell dinner from my room, which means that it's almost ready. Good. Oh, and speaking of food, emily is on a diet. Again. Can't blame her, though, coz I'm kinda on a diet too. :P But she's like 46 already, and aiming for 45. I'm like, 52 aiming for 50. She is soooooo light. Sooooo not fair. XP

Gotta go.

Mood: bah...dunno
Listening to: mr. siah's bland voice.

Afternoon. Finally. Couldn't wait for the day to pass. Finally finished the pw written report, which was practically brain-draining. But, it was kind of fun when I was doing the contents page with karwai, coz we kept saying lame stuff to each other, and it got lamer and lamer until we finally finished the whole thing. Grand total count of the number of words? 5200+. Okay. At last count it was 5127, but before the biblio was added in. Now, it's usually good to have a lot of words, but in our case, it was TOO many. Bah. But at least now I don't have to look at it anymore. It'll be Mrs. Gan's headache, not mine. :P For a few days, at least.

Hmm. Didn't get to have lunch with him. Not that I was planning to have lunch in the first place, but I didn't get spend his two hour break with him, coz he had something on. A meeting with teachers, I think. I don't really know, but I do know one thing. I felt just a tinsy bit of disappointment. Okay, okay. Maybe more than just a tinsy little bit. But, I don't know. I thought I could concentrate on my work without thinking of him, because, well, I thought I had grown numb, but nooooo, I still think of him. BUT, one consolation is that I can really stop thinking about him for maybe, 10, 15 min? That's an improvement, anyhow.

Am in gp now. Supposed to be working on the oral presentation due thursday, but don't really feel like it. Plus Mr. Siah's so slack, I can't be bothered. Another reason would be that I don't really care about gp that much anyway. I don't think we'll pass just because we did an oral presentation well, right? It doesn't help our command of the language, or understanding it. Bah.

Really feel like writing something, and I got an idea from Amelia Atwater-Rhodes, who's like around my age but published lots of books already. The idea in question is to write about somebody who is a writer. But set in a fantastical world, of course, unlike hers, which is set in the real world, only with fantastical additions like vampires and stuff. Yeah.

Speaking of Amelia Atwater-Rhodes (her name is reeally hard to type), I wanted to borrow something of hers to read. Coz the excerpt was really nice. I can see why her books are of the young people fiction category, unlike Mercedes Lackey, who hovers between young people and adult fiction.

Bah. Gotta go. Later.