Re: Weird day, weird night...
Mood: crappy
Listening to: stupid fan whirling and whirling
Okay, so the day wasn't so very weird. The camp was insanely useless, but I liked my facilitator, so we went along with whatever it is we were supposed to be doing. I'll admit that I was preoccupied with something - not telling u what - so I couldn't care less.
Approaching afternoon, I sort of just shrugged off the melancholy mood and went on with other people. I have to say this, the Lye guy is a total weirdo, and an irritating one at that. He kept saying: Congratulations. You're responsible. It's totally stupid. Okay, I kinda understand the reason for it, but it totally pisses other people - and me - off. It's like, you're congratulating us for making a choice. That's not too bad. It's the 'you're responsible' part that's really irritating. It's like, we're not really sure whether you're trying to be sarcastic or not, so we're not really sure to be pissed off with you or not. It's just so damn insulting lar, even though in a really twisted kind of way, I understand that you're trying to be neutral. Well, newsflash. Totally missed the neutral mark into the hostile territory.
Well. Now that that's over, I went onto the bus to get home. It was too crowded to even look at my feet, much less find a seat. So I alighted to change to 169. That's fine and all, and I even finished the crit for vespen on it. Only problem being, I overslept. By two busstops. So I had to walk all the way back. But it wasn't too bad. I got to get some quiet time with nature. And I have 4 mosquito bites to prove it. :P
Erm. Finally reached home, had dinner and bath. That's when the weird stuff comes in. Both Garry and Christopher, who had to have noticed me during the camp, had to talk to me to complain about the stupidness of the camp. I mean, that's like, okay, wait. Am I supposed to be the counselor here? Not that I mind, but it's so weird. I barely know them, and they're telling me their frustrations? I didn't realise I was so handy to have around. Not sure what to feel, or think about that.
That's alot of crap about today. Will probably have more about tomorrow. In the meanwhile, juz wanted to leave a little message for my future self when it comes to read this again:
Stop thinking about him!
