Mood: nervous, butterflies have taken up residence in my stomach
Listening to: nothing in particular
... I confessed to him. :P >.< -.-;;; And over msn too. So... weird.
His reaction, I should say, was better than josh's. Eh, well actually, in josh's case, it was a confession at the back of the class. I know, so not romantic, but yah, I was bursting at the seams. So embarrassing. Damn.
And then I had to do it again this time. But it was because he told me who he liked (which wasn't me), and he made me promise to tell him if he told me first. So, yah. You get the drift. He took it surprisingly well, moving off the topic super quickly. I don't know...it's hard to get any feeling off him through msn, but ... I'm not really sure how to proceed from here. I'm sure he'll look at me from a different angle, but I didn't really want it to change in the first place. Uncertainty is not really my forte...
A bundle of unhappiness has settled into the pits of my stomach, and there's no way to remove it. What should I do now? What should be my next move? Should I act nonchalant? Should I ignore him? Should I run away from him? Stick to him like glue? Run away....................................
He juz kinda invited me to go with him to the supplier at jalan bukit merah tml...I so feel like ditching the anderson speech day, now that I know only people from nanyang are going back to anderson...so sadz....I have to confess that I was looking forward to meeting josh again, but now I dun know if he'll be there.... I think I might ditch it after all, just give them the money and say, oops, I'm sorry, I have something else on, I'm so sorry, here's my share of the pottery, well, sorry again, see you later, ja! :P
It's like... okay. Calm down. He knows I like him. I just told him. Then he ask me to go to jalan bukit merah together with him. Then I told him I got the anderson speech day thingie... then he said wait. What am I suppose to think right now? Errgghhh....my heart can't stand this... My god....what have I gotten myself into?
