crazed and writing

Mar 31, 2005 at 13:06 o\clock

Exhausted...

Mood: exhausted
Listening to: news

...physically and mentally. The meeting with Ms Victor went well, and was pretty productive. All I have to do now is to type out the reflections, meet up with Ms Victor again, have her read through it, make some final changes, and I'm done.

The two remaining language schools don't really seem to be interested in giving me the price quote. :( They keep putting it off for some reason. I think I'll call Ms Teng tomorrow to show her the new proposal with the budget price from the two schools that I have. I want to finish it as soon as possible, coz I really need to destress. Now.

Hmm. Me, Kar Wai, Lionel, Xin Xian, Edmund, Cassandra, Emily and Ziyang went for lunch at Mos burger at Junction 8. The food's not bad, the decor quite nice, the environment peaceful. Though we disrupted the peace with our presense. :P They say that Edmund likes Cassandra, so we all trooped to the washroom to give them some private time. :P And all this time I thought Xin Xian liked Ed. Guess I was wrong coz she was one of the first to push the two together.

I think I'll go sleep for a while before I work on the proposal and portfolio. I'm falling asleep while typing.

Ja ne.

Mar 30, 2005 at 23:41 o\clock

crazywriter is now...

Mood: stinky
Listening to: Peace

...called deadwriter. :P Sleeping at 12 midnight everyday and waking up at 5 in the morning for a week really can't do you good. My body refuses to obey my commands anymore. :( So if you see me fall dead at your feet, don't be surprised. :P

I printed the three stories and 4 poems that I dug out of my hard disk for the portfolio. I'll be meeting Ms Victor to discuss that and the reflections part which I'm supposed to do. Maybe during the talk. Or during GP. Or even Econs. :P

The proposal is half way done, the number of members are still falling short, and I only have a grand total of two schools' price quotes. One of them (the cheaper one) will be sending me the quotation by email today. Arggh! I wish my brother hadn't told me about the need for a quotation in paper. My head is going to burst very very soon.

After all this hassle, I'm going to need a very long break. A super long one.

Mar 30, 2005 at 12:43 o\clock

tired and achy and hungry...

Mood: cheerful
Listening to: stupid construction

I didn't realize I was this out of shape until this morning. My entire body hurt like crazy just because of yesterday's PE. God, I really hurt. :(

We had a mental skill 2 hr training session which was totally useless (in my opinion), no offense to the teacher who did it. I was just totally bored. Then we had a three-hour break, which we made quite good use of by looking for Ms Teng. Turns out that she talked to Mrs. Koh too, and we went through the proposal again. Finally, finally, we have a proper goal. Finally, I don't feel so lost anymore. :D

Lionel seemed pretty interested during the discussion, and we settled on three (or maybe four) main goals, being :

  1.  Learning the Japanese Language
  2. Organizing cultural activities, eg. tea ceremony
  3. Anime Screening
  4. Manga Art Strip

Somehow, I totally ignored my stupid stomach that was churning in fear and nervousness and managed to call 5 different language schools to ask about their lessons. 1 turned me down totally, coz it's a full time kinda school and all their cultural activities are organized only for their students. The other four, well, let's put it this way. I really hadn't thought that it'll cost this much. I mean, one of them actually quoted a 3000++ dollars for 1 term for 15 students by one teacher. And the entire course has 3 terms! That's 9000++ dollars! As if the school would be willing to pay it for us...

I'm still waiting for calls from the remaining 3 schools. I guess I just have to be patient in that. :P

Um...let's see...I want to wear the school uniform today, coz I thought alot of people would wear it. But my mum said that I should get a bigger sized blouse and skirt so that it would be more comfortable. :( Turns out that most people wore their old school uniform. :D Now I'm happy again. :D

Gotta go for now.

Mar 29, 2005 at 10:07 o\clock

home early...

Mood: cheerful
Listening to: beautiful silence ... or not

...while the rest of the ct (or what remains of the ct) went to play basketball. And because I really really suck at basketball, and am feeling tired, sticky, and all round blurry, I went home early. Which is why I am sitting here typing at the com.

Um...Not much lessons today. We only had PE (which was tiring), Econs (boring repetitive stuff), and Lit where Ms Victor wasn't even there. :( And I was looking so hard for her. I'm supposed to ask her for help with the creative writing seminar portfolio. But I guess it can't be helped. Oh, and Lionel totally forgot about the portfolio. He thought he still had time. :P Guess I did give him a timely wake-up call. :D

The reason why I felt totally blurry : I was sleeping in i-space during lunch break before we went for lit. And just after I woke up, Mrs. Koh called to talk about the jcac. I was totally shocked. And upset, cause we can't start tomorrow. She said that the proposal seemed to talk more about anime and manga than japanese culture, and said that if we wanted to have a club about anime and manga, we should just say so. Then, I asked her if it was possible to set up an anime and manga club. She sounded a bit reluctant, but said that it was possible. But when I told Emily about this, she didn't sound happy. Actually, I think it'll be better if we can concentrate on japanese culture. But it'll definitely be easier to start an anime and manga club. We'll see what she says later on msn.

Um, I guess I'll have to go back to thinking about possible ideas for a japanese culture club. And we have minus one member: QiYang has too many things he wants to do, and if he doesn't really want to join, I'm not going to be the one to force him. Oh, and I wonder if we can call a meeting for all pple who expressed interest in the club. Hm...

I'm so on a roll.

Mar 28, 2005 at 23:20 o\clock

It's...

Mood: cheerful
Listening to: golden silence of the morning

5.14 in the morning, and I'm already sitting at my com with my cup of coffee right beside me. :P Actually, this is late for me. I'm supposed to get up at 4.30 to complete the sketch I wanted to do for my newest (and first) penpal from Japan. I've (finally) finished the letter itself, and got a brillant (or maybe not so brillant) idea to draw her something kawaii. Mainly the character Kozue-chan from Mahoraba. :P It's turning out pretty okay. I don't think I'll be uploading a picture about it, 'cause as soon as I finish it, I'm going to send it out. I took too long to reply to her, and guilty pangs are just about killing me. :P

Reminder to self: Find Ms Victor today and ask her for help on the portfolio for the creative writing seminar. And ask Lionel how he's doing on his portfolio. The deadline, if I recall correctly, is the 4th of April. That's like, next Monday? I am so running late. And there are so many activities for the coming weekend.

My head hurts already.

Mar 28, 2005 at 11:03 o\clock

Feeling really sick now...

Mood: cheerful
Listening to: stupid music blaring against the stupid construction outside

I hate being sick. Though I only get to sleep lots when I'm sick. But I really hate being sick, especially when it's sore throat. It's just so damn hard to talk properly (when I even feel like talking), and then there's the damned construction that goes on forever. Aarrgh!

Anyway, moving on, I'm finally going to settle down and write that letter to what's-her-name, my new penpal from Japan. The reason (or so I tell myself) for postponing it for so long is that I was trying to find a suitably impressive envelope to send to her. But apparently, such envelopes are available in Singapore. Guess I have to stick to plain ol' white. :P

Today was totally boring. We had talks from 7.40 to 12.30, with a break in between. Most of what they said were repeated, so I fell asleep. Really asleep. Luckily, Kar Wai had a book to keep me company for the second half of the talks, but I spent quite a hard time trying to dodge the teachers and their disapproving glances.

Anyway, the college tailor is coming down tomorrow. I am so going to be the first, or one of the first to get my uniform. Did I ever mention I hate Anderson's uniform? They're just so freaking irritating! And I can't wear a sling bag for fear of messing it up, not that it's not messed up even if I don't use a sling bag. My mum gave me 50 dollars to buy the uniform; I even have extra to keep for myself. :P

Anyway, I should get back to bashing my idea in a proper shape. Cya.

Mar 27, 2005 at 08:48 o\clock

Winter

Mood: cheerful
Listening to: Zi Zhu Lu Xing - Cai Cun Jia

In response to the 'Winter' theme for the Scribes' Anthology 2005, this is what I produced in less than a day. :P Of course, this isn't going to be what I'm going to submit; it's only going to help me set a setting for real story.

No leeching, please.

"When this Land first began, there was no summer, fall or winter. God ruled kindly over all His creatures, and he let there be everylasting spring. All year round, flowers bloomed, creatures frolicked, and brooks gurgled. Peace reigned for a long time.

 

Then God created the thing called Man, and Man was unsatisfied with what God had given him. He wanted the flowers to grow orderly in gardens, animals to live obediently in pens, and rivers to flow in a straight line. He told God exactly what he thought the Land should be like, but God, being a kindly Master, told him that it was impossible. However, Man was unsatisfied with God’s answer, and set about putting things the way he thought it should be. But his meddling with the order of Nature very nearly caused the destruction of the Land and all of God’s precious creations. Now, God was very unwilling to see all his hard work be in vain, so he restored the Land, but with a difference. Four different Seasons, being Spring, Summer, Fall and Winter would take turns to rule over the Land. This was to serve as reminder to Man, and all of God’s creatures, that no one should ever attempt to change the order of Nature.

 

Our story starts about five thousand years into the reign of the Four Seasons. Now, Winter was a very punctual person. He came neither early nor late, always just after Fall had left. He was also a kind person, and gave many hints and warnings of his arrival, so that the Land could prepare for it. Each time, he would roar his fury and sorrow over plains, forests and hills. Each time, everything and everyone would be safe, if a bit frightened, in their homes and dens beneath the ground.

 

Each time, the flora put themselves in hardy seeds, hidden safe beneath the snow, patiently waiting for the wrath of the winter man to end.

 

Each time, the fauna would dig deep homes in the soil and stone, and fall into a very deep sleep, patiently waiting for the wrath of the winter man to end.

 

But his sorrow and fury were finite things, and eventually he would stop his unstoppable rage, and he would sigh an infinitely sorrowful sigh, and he would leave, giving way to Spring.

 

Inevitably, Man, having forgotten his lesson from five thousand years ago, went bravely – some say foolishly --  to face Winter, in order to end what he thought was unreasonable ravishment of the Land. Nobody knew exactly what happened, only that that Man did not return, and Winter, consumed with fury beyond description, descended upon the Land. He frightened away the Sun that gave all life, and blotted out the graceful Moon and her little stars, and covered everything in white snow and cold.

 

And this is where my story begins."

 

 

Mar 24, 2005 at 10:35 o\clock

My head hurts.

Mood: sad
Listening to: time passing me by

Day 1 of Orientation 2 Zion 2005 @ NYJC : Adequent. Pale in comparison to Orientation 1.

Day 2 of Orientation 2 Zion 2005. Me= Absent. Why? Coz I had just the slightest bit of sore throat. Plus a reluctance to get out of bed. Plus the fact that I dislike cheese (and pizza) and they're having it for dinner. Plus today is the fifteenth day of the chinese calender, and I'm going vegetarian.

That's the summary of the past two days. Tomorrow's Good Friday, so there's no school, plus the upcoming weekend, so I have a grand total of four days' break. :D

Anyway, I was really surprised (shock?) on Wednesday. The first big surprise was seeing Desmond in the same OG as I am. 0.o My arch-enemy of my lower secondary years? The same guy I (daringly) went to the Discipline Master to complain about? The same idiot who infuriated me on purpose? That's him. *groan* I was really dreading the entire day, so it was kinda of a nice thing when I saw that he was really a nice guy who went along with everyone else. I think I was the only person who felt uncomfortable around him.

The second surprise was seeing Ian in NY. The first thought that came to mind was 'You're kidding!' I mean, Ian was top in class in the entire year of secondary 3, and was one of the top students in secondary 4. What on earth is he doing in NY? God knows. But he responded friendly enough when I greeted him. He looked just a bit uncomfortable, though. Probably the environment change and everything. He isn't in Zelda or Ithor, though, so I didn't get the chance to catch up with him.

The last surprise was seeing Aileen Lydia, and she was holding a flute. She was pretty nice to me, though a little preoccupied. The last time I saw her was at Northpoint; she told me then that she was in YJ. Now, she's appealing to NY. Perhaps through band?

I totally forgot to mention the most important point of all. I DON'T WANT TO BE IN ZELDA (Dragon)! I WANT TO STAY IN ITHOR(Pegasus)! *cough* *sigh* Life likes to play tricks on me.... T.T

Aside from that, my mum just had a very uncomfortable 'heart-baring' talk with me. Heart-baring being that she told me exactly what my bad points were. T.T Very uncomfortable. So uncomfortable that my head hurts real bad. But I guess she had a point. What she called 'so similar to your father' was to me 'no self-discipline'. I think my version sounds nicer. But I'm not going to brood about this any longer. It's my way of escaping reality.

My head hurts.

Mar 20, 2005 at 12:01 o\clock

Last day of the hols...

Mood: cheery
Listening to: CCS Girls - You're the Only One

I just heard the best news of the day. Mdm Neo has stepped down from the teacher-in-charge post for Anderson St. John! *cheers* :D I've been waiting for this day since last year, and finally she did! *double cheer*

Anyway, now Ms Zaleha is in charge, I'm sure that St. John can rise to become the CCA in Anderson, and we crushed NPCC under our feet! Mwahahahahaha! St. John rules, NP drools!

*cough* End of my insane rambling. :P MaiHime ep 24 is out by SS. They sure are subbing out pretty quickly. Maybe because of the competition? ;) Anyway, the show's ending in a few eps, so I don't really mind. The problem now is that I can't get a good connection to the servers to download fast enough. Even though my bro says that he didn't meddle with the connection, I have my suspicions...

Anyway, I'm off to write somemore. Hopefully inspiration takes pity on me and give me something...

Mar 19, 2005 at 14:32 o\clock

Hols are ending...

Mood: okay
Listening to: blissful silence

...and I haven't done anything much this March hols. :( Okay, so I did do some stuff like redrawing the Elgaea map, typing the proposal for the new cca, bought the new sketch book and doodling in it, I didn't do much in terms of writing. :(

On a more cheerful note, MaiHime ep 22 and 23 by Static-Subs is out! :D Am in the process of downloading it, but it'll be earliest tomorrow before I get to watch it. Um...finally got to watch PoT ep 128, which my bro deleted before. Ryoma is just so good! :P Even though I know real tennis is not like that. :D

YesY is subbing MaiHime faster than SS, but their BT links don't seem to be working. So it's back to SS for MaiHime subs, I guess.

My drawing prowess is limited to copying stuff from manga. :( I've had no inspirations since the Erementer Gerad girl's costume, so I'll lay off that for a while.

I should go type some stuff for the novel. Maybe even for Revenge. Later.

Mar 17, 2005 at 13:18 o\clock

Shopping hurts...

Mood: tired
Listening to: prince of tennis ep 127

...my legs. *groan* I went shopping with my mum and aunts from 11am to 6pm, at the expense of the outing to edwin's house with 4/5. *double groan* It was kinda fruitful, for them at least. My mum bought at least a 100 dollars worth of clothes not counting the new luggage bag. *sigh* All I had to show was a new bag. But then again, I was totally prepared to pay for it on my own, but my mum said she'll pay, coz I was such a good sport, not complaining at all when they're choosing their clothes. *grin* That saved me about 20 dollars. :D

Anyway, I'm now back at home, enjoying the shade, the comfort of my chair and the fan. :D It'll be a while before anyone can get me to go shopping with them again... at least until my feet recovers. lol.

Mar 16, 2005 at 15:16 o\clock

TaNoShI !!!

Mood: cheery tired :P
Listening to: Dreaming on the Radion - Prince of Tennis

Our CT went to Kar Wai's house for potluck today, and it was great fun! :D Everyone was so hungry that we started eating even before everything was cooked. lol. Anyway, after we were kinda full, we started thinking of playing -- being swimming, and attacked the pool. I think we scared the residents abit. :P XinXian, Han Ip, Emily and the rest of the girls went swimming with some of the guys, while the rest of us remained in the function room. lol. It was just too hot. Anyway, most of the girls got sunburned. Except me. :P In the meantime, we played the 'Chee How' game. :D Actually, it was just everyone pretending to be someone else and...well, it was pretty complicated by kinda fun. :D

I'm too tired to blog any further, but juz wanted to say that today was really fun, being my first and probably last outing with friends. Sometimes it's just so hard to try and please my mum while trying to do what I wanna do. :(

Mar 14, 2005 at 06:56 o\clock

Had a good rest...

Mood: cheerful
Listening to: erementer gerad - promo music

...and ready to get back to work. :D I slept from 12 midnight to 12.30 this afternoon. *grins* I really am a sleeping head, eh? Anyway, I'll be getting back into map-designing right after lunch and my bath. There're several things I plan to be doing this hols...

  1. Map-design
  2. Write draft for novel (as always)
  3. Finish application for Creative Writing Seminar
  4. Write draft for 'Revenge'
  5. Practise maths problems from textbook
  6. Get drawing book + pencil

'Revenge' is the working title for my story for the Scribes' Anthology. It's due the end of April. The Creative Writing Seminar thingie, however, is due April 4. Best work on that first, I think.

Reminder to self: Don't play PC games during hols, or I'll waste all my time being obsessed with that. :D Anime and tv watching, however, is allowed. *grins*

Mar 13, 2005 at 05:46 o\clock

tired....

Mood: pensive
Listening to: erementer gerad-promo music

Term 1 in NYJC has officially ended, and the march hols have begun. I'm supposed to be happy, but how can I be when I have to work with this grumpy ol' auntie who seems to think I want to snatch her ricebowl? *grumble* Seriously, she has a huge attitude problem. She talks to people as if she knew them very well when it's very obvious that they're squirming in their seats. Then, she throws barbed critism at people whom she thinks are not worthy, being me, of their job. ARrgghhh!

Anyway, she's not worth wasting my breath on. I've finished my second draft of the beginning of my first chapter of My Book. Too bad I'm not going to show it here until I'm happy with it. :P Maybe later on in the year, when I have something substantial to show, I'll start a new blog for it. :D

Did I mention I really like blogigo? It's simply to use, the designs, though limited, are satisfactory, and the interface is really userfriendly. :D Now all I have to be unhappy about is the repeated use of the same background design. It's so...uniformed. :(

Anyways, Erementer Gerad is due to be out in April. Too bad it's already licensed in the US. (I think) According to an anime listing of licensed anime in US, Erementer Gerad is in. *groan* That means no one in their sane mind will sub it. So sad.

MaiHime Ep 19, 20 and 21 was released on the same day by Static-Subs, which put them right behind the raw releases. *cheers* But the plot has taken a darker toll. *sigh* No more happy episodes. According to someone, more Himes will die before the show ends. DOUshiTE?! I like the Himes so much...

Eh...the anime club people went for the manga art thingie today... too bad I can't go...plus the fact that I have to work tonight...so sad...

Anyway, back to writing. Can't meet the deadline if I'm don't work more often, eh?

Mar 8, 2005 at 13:57 o\clock

failure...or success?

Mood: depressed
Listening to: silence

*cough* The result of my hard work....is not really presentable. *sigh* Not really good to look at, wrong cuttings, almost everything's wrong. Some pics of the disaster...

The only gratifying thing my mum said about it was that it looked (surprisingly) like a piece of clothes. ^^;; And that the stitch (second pic) was not bad. I like the third pic, but my mum says it's not practical. *shrug* Not as if I'll ever wear something like that...

Overall, in my opinion, a disaster. My mum seems pretty amused though, showing it off to my aunts....*groan* I feel like digging a hole...

Mar 5, 2005 at 07:07 o\clock

Banzai!

Mood: cheerful
Listening to: background music (erementer-gerad site)

Coz I have a new anime to watch! *cheers* =D It's called Erementer-gerad. The official site in japanese is here: http://www.erementar-gerad.com/ . I don't understand a word of japanese there, but the background music's kinda cool, the gallery pics are cool, the 1/1 and mini figures are cooler! *cheers again*

watashi wa Reverie dasuki desu! =D *Reverie Metherlance is the girl's name*

Moving on, I'm in the midst of making a mini version of one of my recent clothes design. I have this feeling that my mum wouldn't really approve; something about wasting cloth or something. *shrug* I tried to make a skirt instead, but there wasn't enough cloth. One has to adapt to the circumstances, after all. =D It might, however, have something to do with it being my favourite design. ^^ I'll take a photo if I'm satisfied with the result.

Um...nothing much else to say...except that I have lots to do! :D

Mar 4, 2005 at 10:17 o\clock

Not bad at all...

Mood: cheerful
Listening to: nothing much

The one really sad thing about today was that I felt sick. Really sick. Ill right down to the core of my bones. *groan* The weather's fine, the teachers are happy, the lessons are sufficiently entertaining, but I feel sick. *groan again*

On a happy note, I typed one whole page of redraft for my novel. =D And I answered the plot development questions that are supposed to help my anthology entry. ^.^ Did I mention I love today? I love today. =D

Um, Lionel wanted to see the CCA head, but facing my unwillingness and Emily's apparent disappearance, he changed his mind. I still think it's my fault, but I guess he really wanted me to go...said something about me being pragmatic. Me=pragmatic? You've got to be kidding. And I thought I was the least practical person in the entire world. Or at least in my CT.

Oh, and KarWai was laughing about the post before, something about Wenhui. I'll clarify something right here and now. I thought then, and I still think now, that he was joking. If I remembered it correctly, it went something like this :

Me: So you're staying in NY?

WH: Yah. Coz I like the school....and because of you.

I mean, seriously. The part about me came way afterwards. It's only because I don't know him really well, that I doubted the sincerity/joking level in that. If it were Shang Ming (and he did it once before) I would definitely say that he was joking. Sheeesh! 

Mar 3, 2005 at 07:20 o\clock

Sick in body...

Mood: sick *cough*
Listening to: random radio again

...but hopefully not mind and soul. =) My phrase of the day. Non-typical crappish me.

Anyway, the reason for my writing an entry now when I should be out there in the rain that refuses to stop is because I'm sick. Really sick. Or, I was really sick, when a really serious sore throat, headache, and runny nose. However, it seemed that a good short nap was all the cure I needed, coz the headache and runny nose is almost gone. =) There's still the sore throat to endure though...

Anyways, only XinXian ended up going out with the others to ACJC. Lionel went alone to VJ. I kinda feel guilty, but then, Emily's not going, and I'm not stirring up needless rumours to go with Lionel on my own. Kar Wai wanted to go to Ngee Ann Poly, but I guess after all my 'advice', she decided that the ECH was not what she wanted after all. *shrug*

Anyway, what am I going to do with all the freetime I have now? Download the LunarAnime fansubbed Bleach Ep 21, redraft the start of the novel, and maybe scribble a beginning for the anthology entry, that's what. Who knows? I might actually get something done.

I really need a title for a new blog. Or maybe I should just throw the idea away altogether.

Mar 2, 2005 at 22:26 o\clock

Giving up...

Mood: neutral
Listening to: beautiful silence

I just finished watching Bleach Ep 21 subbed by Chihiro. *cough out blood* It really cannot be compared to Lunar subs. *sigh* Guess I've learnt my lesson to be patient about downloading subbed animes.

My CT's going to pon P.E today by saying that they want to go visit other schools, in this case VJC. Actually, only Lionel, me and Em wants to go. The others, I think, may have other plans. *shrug* KarWai and XinXian weren't online, so I don't know what to think anymore...

Eto...I dunno if they're still going to approach the CCA heads today. I don't really feel like doing this new CCA thingie already...It's too stressful for one thing. Lionel forever has some new ideas to express, and only me and Em can get some stuff done. But it's going too slowly to be completed by this week...I dunno what to think anymore...

I might be starting a new blog to catelog my writing thoughts and progress. Do you think that's a good idea? =) Actually, it's because I saw someone else's blog on her knitting progress. Heh, I dunno, I don't have a working title yet, so I guess I'll put it off for a while.

Speaking of writing, I still dunno when the creative writing seminar's application form is due. The lit teacher, specifically Ms Victor, said it's around April or so. *shrug* I dunno... perhaps she'd be our teacher-in-charge?

Anyway, there's redpill meeting today, I think, and I have no idea what they're going to do. I don't like it when I dunno what they want to do. The guys always come up with some weird idea like writing action short stories...*shudder*

They say that the red pill website is the e-newsletter for redpill, but I think it looks awfully like a personal website or something...not to say that the ITMaster has no skill or anything, just that I think it needs to look more professional to attract students. Maybe we can even help update the school's website? Or have our own real in-print newsletter.

Oh, and they wanted to sell something on Easter Week. Suggestions include pouring chocolate in empty eggshells, pouring japanese jelly into empty eggshells, painting on empty eggshells. Not really good or feasible ideas...not that I'm one to talk. I can't even think of anything...

I think I've crapped enough for now. Never knew I had that much to say...

Mar 2, 2005 at 13:51 o\clock

Today was...

Mood: confused
Listening to: random radio station

...pretty weird. Our CT celebrated Edmund's birthday for the second time, and sang 'happy birthday' a grand total of six times, and celebrated with not birthday cake, but birthday pizza. *lol* Too bad I don't like cheese...

Tutorials were pretty slack today, and I was totally bored throughout... Oh, and when I finally decide to pon clao, the teacher had to let them off 1 hr earlier. *grrr* I swear, she's trying to make fun of me or something...

Meanwhile, within that half an hour, me and Emily (Em) came up with a pretty decent first meeting plan. What's left is to talk to the CCA head and ask her what we should do next. I wrote -- sans that, attempted to write -- the proposal yesterday, but found myself stuck at the very first point. How the heck do I start the proposal?! 'To: The Principal'? That sounds cranky. 'To: Whoever's-in-charge'? Too informal. Whatever. We shall await the decision of the all-deciding CCA head. *rolls eyes*

Othello training was fun today. Wenhui ( this guy who reminds me to ShangMing just a little too much for my comfort ) just had to beat me, and we played 5 consecutive matches. *points to swollen eyes as proof* He won, 3:2. By then, I was totally limp, but I still manage to win Lionel. Actually, it wasn't much of a win. I think he was trying too hard. He had this huge frown on his forehead, and he looked stressed. Now I feel guilty for pulling him into Othello...

Anyway, the really weird thing about today was when me and Wenhui were walking to the overhead bridge. We were just having a simple friend-to-friend chat about our scores, reasons for staying in NY, that kind of stuff, when he said that he wanted to stay coz he liked the school...and 'coz of me. ^^;;;;; My initial reaction was 'right.....' and let it go at that. But now when I reflect on it, it seemed almost as if he was serious.... God, what did I do?!

I seriously hope he was kidding, just like Shang Ming was a few weeks ago. After all, I'm just a plain-looking girl in a plain-looking uniform looking way out of place.