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Mood: pensive
Listening to: Come What May - Ewan MacGregor and Nicole Kidman
That's my msn nick for now. Coz I'm really confused as to whether I like him or not. But one thing's for sure, I don't want to let him go. Really selfish, right? I know. He's a really nice guy and all, and we've been together for like a month and 6 days. (hey, I'm a girl. We take notice of such stuff, okay?) So, he says that he likes me before. Quite a few times. But I've never said that I like him back, and he doesn't push me for it. Hmm.
I don't know. I knew I shouldn't have agreed go stead so quickly. And for the record, I was thinking of just being normal friends first before we progress, so to speak. But then, my hand was already being held by his. It didn't seem right to say that I just want to be friends. *shrug*
I don't regret my decision, though I think that we might have gone too fast along this road. We care too much about each other. We are so very afraid of hurting the other party. We watch our actions, and words very carefully. That's why, I have this feeling that we don't really know that much about each other. Maybe I'm too senstive. I do know that I should stop worrying about this and worry about my exams instead, but ... I don't know.
I feel as if I was juggled in a washing machine, then wrung dry and hung up in the sun. >.<
