And you thought double math was bad!

Ok so heres the deal:

I have some kind of mental problem (which I'll explain later) but it is truely making me dread every day. My friends ignore me when I try to explain what I'm going through. I've been feeling sad all the time for about 3 months and I must be hiding it so well because no one at all has noticed. And I have a crush on my soon to be step brother, and actually he likes me too...