stargurll! If you give so little a crap then why did you reply to that blog? i gotta admit, i love the irritable people in life who think you give a flying fuck what they think of you...
lifes ok at the mo! ermm.... THREE PPL FANCY ME! thats a record! well to be honest one was a record but three! wow...
Mood: beep
Listening to: beep
Starguurll or whoever the fuck you are, you have issues, i do not know you so stop fucking telling me you know who the hell i am and stop fucking slagging off kt, she is one of the nicest people you could ever hope to meet and i have done serious damage to the fuckwits who think otherwise, i have no interest to talk or even hear from morons like you who think their opinions mean fuck all. in conclusion, if you were hit by a bus tomorow the first question i would ask would be "is the bus ok?"
in other news im back at school and have been drinking my way slowly into.....a hole!
Stargurll feel welcome to comment on this but oh my god if you think i give a fuck.... so help you...
Mood: antagonised
Listening to: nowt
Hey! sorry again that i havnt updated this in a while, apparently kts very upset at stargurl for her comment... hmmm... im nt gonna say anything..
well i just got back from a week in ellesmere (we have a summerhouse there) and i hae been on a neverending quest for solitude. everywhere i fucking went there was sum1 there to piss me off. i cant fucking get away.. everywhere sum1 thinks i wanna talk or i wanna hear about it and i fucking dont!
im just sick of everyone and i just want to run away and live alone sumwhere. anywhere. i cant wait to be 18 and fucking leave this dump
Mood: good actually
Listening to: the gentle purring of a sleeping cat
Hey agian! sorry i've been pretty slack about updating this scince i came back from ireland..
but at the moment im in reading, im visting my god paretns and having a good time so far! i did this two years ago and had a great time do heres hoping i'll have another! this might be what i need to cheer me up about katie
I'll try and update this everyday and tell you all what i've been up to over the week!
actually im feeling better already!
Mood: down
Listening to: the nagging voice in the back of my head
Shit...im single again, this sucks but i had to do it, im not going into details but we are gonna be friends, i hope i can salvage something of what we once were b4 we were going out.. shit :'-(
ah wells
i'll live and she'll feel better, i hope
comments please!
(btw, 145 visitors! go me! im doing well! lets see 200!)
Mood: down
Listening to: my brother (god help me)
IM GOING HOME!!!
HELL YEAH!!!! AT LAST!!!
I can see katie! (btw thanx for the comment)
i can earn money!!!!!
i can spend money!!!
i can go to town!!!
I CAN GET DRUNK!!!
anyways im in an internet cafe (again) and i thought i'd update y'all.
i went to the hardrock cafe in dublin the other day and it fucking rocks! im wearing the shirt i got there now! im getting incredibly annnoyed at spammers on my hotmail account as well.
by the way if anyone wants to talk to me then my email address is flameprotagonist@hotmail.com
plz dnt spam me but if you have any questions about my abnormal slide into becomeing a goth then dont hesitate to ask
anyways, bubi for now!
i love katie!
By the way! i said stacy, my waitress friend, had left the blue moon, she hasnt! she was just working several sundays and we repeatedly missed each other! now shes working saturdays and we're esteemed drinking partners! yay!
I was in town with sammi, rea, sarah and sum otha lad the other day and i was very drunk on vodka shots!
whay!
Mood: looking up
Listening to: people slurping coffee (im in an internet cafe)
Hello! big thank you for the two fantastic people who made comments on my recent blogs! i too cant wait for MCR and i will happily share some deatails about ireland with you! but also thanks for the relationship advice, it means a lot.
im on of the few people in the world who believes in the kindness of strangers and thngs like that raise my spirit no end!
Well anyway! im in ireland and annoying my parents to let me go to internet cafes left right and center! im an MSN-aholic so i need regular injections you see...
but the first week is over and we were staying in a very nice, modern house in a small village with 2 shops which was overlooking the sea. Now we're in a run down cottage in the middle of nowhere and i havnt seen katie in two weeks. or sammi(best mate) mia (mate) or any of my friends in what feels like an eternity :(
im impressed that almost 90 people have read this blog now. i feel i might be doing something right and have thus decided to make more of an effort into it! tell your friends about it!
and with that.... i must leave. but again thanks to my two comenties! if they decide to return...
Ok its been several months since i last updated this, not an amazing amout of stuff has happened really, im still with katie dispite a bitter argument a few weeks ago, i still love her and i am still a jackass! im going to ireland on fridsay so i'll tell u all about it nxt time
Mood: tired
Listening to: the silence of a thousand broken hearts
Sorry! i havent updated this for a few days but i've been really busy! i spent all my lunchtimes and breaks with kt out on the school field and im dead appy atm! but tired! i ran several miles the other night and im stll tired cos i avnt done tht in ages! and i've started playing badminton again! i had a fantastic time last games lesson, discovered Matts actually all he's cracked up to be at badminton.....
I went out with kt on friday and, as usual had a fantastic time!
My friend Joel had tickets to download (lucky fucker,,,,) and his mum, his mother, the one thts supposed to love and care for him the most....RIPPED THEM UP!!!!!!!!!!
I also had work today and stacys left! it ws ded boring! bt a new girls started and shes ok! bit timid bt it ws her first day...
anyways Kts might start her own diary on blogigo! If she does i'll share da link so u can hear her side of things......
Sleep well!
Mood: tired
Listening to: MCR
Work today! poo.... and stacy wasnt even there!
I work at the blue moon cafe in chester, i used to spent my saturdays in town shopping, messing about and getting drunk! but now i spend them working over a sink :-(.... quite a transition..
we had a new guy there today! hes called steven and hes a dude!!! he's another university no-go that
9 days till i go and see System of a down!!!!! yay!
sam booked the tickets today and in november we're gonna go see MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!!!! but matts cummin so it might be a bit gay :-(
Matt used to be my best friend but he started annoying me a few months ago and now sammi is! me am lubb her (three types of love, love-man and a woman, lubb- friends, luv- person for family)
anyways, i had two groups of vistiors at the cafe! sammi, cheyrl, flick and rob came to see me for about half an hour, and more interestingly kt and rachel came!
then i got home, watched Doctor Who, and went on the internet leading me up to this entry!
Mood: good!
Listening to: my thoughts
Today i was planning to go to liverpool with sum friends but after having such a good time with katie yesterday i decided to bunk out and pretend to be grounded! so me and kt went around chester again. we had another great time and my love for her continues to soar!!! im a lame ass for saying it like tht but tis tru..... it feels like we're more of a couple atm, no arkwardness or anything, im really happy!!!! it wont last... my happyness tht is, not kt, tht will last...
Mood: ok!
Listening to: placebo
I went out with my darling kt!! We went around chester and had a great time! God i love her! I did the right thing dumping lauren for her...
lauren is the girl i met in austria and had a 2 week relationship with which ended when i realised Katie was the one i wanted, i handled the break up badly however and ignored her for a week until i dumped her on MSN and made her cry :-(... after about 2hours of the bacholer lifestyle i was ready to move on! so i asked katie out and we've been together a month and three days now and i couldnt be happier!
Mood: moderate
Listening to: HIM
Hi, im peter, im now keeping an internet journel! so if ur readin this ur prob one of my best friends and are loved so....well done!
Well im 15 and a big blonde twat! :-D People seem to like me but i'l never know why... i have a girlfriend called katie who is the most important thing in the world to me and i have many, many horrible problems which i face alone and afriaid whilst people try and think they understand....
So read my journels and pretend to understand! good luck...
