Mistakes keep me human
I manage to keep myself out of trouble most of the time. I manages to do the right thing and say the right things and be the correct kind of person for the situation. And then sometimes I don't so it all so well. I mess up, I break the rules, I generally make a mess of things.
Nothing Major.
The Usual suspects.
But still, these things that I have done, and no doubt will continue to do, well they keep me human you know. They keep me alive, alive to the fact that when I'm not doing that which is familiar, I may just learn something new. Even if that something new is Don't Do That Again.
It keeps me sane, it makes me laugh. And sometimes it makes me cry. We all, I know we do, have our off-days, our down days, the blue days, the don't wanna get out of bed days. And then sometimes we do. Sometimes I do. Sometimes I wanna fly.
Somedays not. But I know, I can only be as large as i am small, only has happy as the tears I care to shed. In short, I give myself a break. I surrender to the infinite.
I say THANK YOU for making me human, for being a fragile and small and large and strong and for my ultimate death and acceptance that life is fleeting and random, a play a game of chance. A way to embrace this life and never look back.
Thank you, thank you divine for the gifts of my life.! And thank you for letting me break the rules and be real.
