It might be awhile
Hi all, wanted take this opportunity to once again say thank you for listening to me. This might be my last entry for awhile...I just found out my phone serive will be disconnected today or tomorrow. It is early morning here and I find that I can not sleep. My mind is filled with worry over how myself and my children will survive yet another tragedy in our lives. I am angry that life is anything but fair and I am angry that I constantly cry like a silly twit!!!! I can not beleive that I have gotten myself into this situation. I don't know how I got here. Well that is not true. I got here by beleiving that when the people in my life say they care they are telling the truth. It would appear that is not the truth, they are just offering lip service most of the time. I think I have gone from sad to angry in a matter of moments. Oh well, these emotions won't help now. I have dug this hole now I have to find a way out. Once again thank you all for listening to the rantings of a sad, depressed woman. I wish you all well.
Be Blessed
