Friday......
Dear Diary, July 28, 2006
Well, I can't believe that another month is almost gone, soon it will be August...we are approaching fall. Crazy, time flies so fast once you pass age 18, until then though it seems like you'll never be 18, never be 21, never actually be free, be an adult, be able to choose what to do with your life....then it hits, you move out, or you go to college, whatever, but your free you can now legally buy cigarettes, even though you probably don't smoke, but you can buy them. Then you realize 18 isn't all that grand, where the hell is 21, then bam...before you know it your 21, then 22, 23, 24, 25, 30, 35....where the hell did the time go. One minute your 21 partying it up and living life, the next your getting married, buying a house, a car, having your 2.5 children and getting the family dog and white picket fence. What happened to all that time? Did you drink it all away, or did it just go by while you were busy trying to survive, you probably were spending most of it working to live or living to work, however you prefer. It seems that is how society works today, you have no choice but to work, but even then you don't ever really "make it", your always just living to work, waiting for that next paycheck so you can pay bills, loans that you took out for college or buying a car, and groceries. Once the kids come, you don't have spare money for yourself....your wearing the same Moo Moo you've had for years, and your kids are wearing nikes because they won't be seen in public in Wal-Mart specials. Where does the time go?
