chasing time

Mood: ok.. ish
Listening to: 'never told boobytrap'

well..
today was a bit crap.
heh.

i never know where i am with somebody at the moment.

i must love him becuase, well everything he does to me.. i just accept it and care for him even more.

Mehh.. i dont know.

 

i was thinking.....

how easy it would....

i was on the pier today...(well not pier but a jetty thingy) and i was walking on the outside just along the sleepers.  Probably above 20-30ft of water... and a thought came to me how easily it would be to let go.

 And not that... its would anyone jump after?

i dont know. Maybe not.

 

Mood: ok.. but :(
Listening to: traffic outside

This is just a post about my life.
most of this blog will be written and told by postcards.
its easier than writing it all out.

"They say  you dont really know how you feel until you talk about it. But for me, i dont know how i feel until i see it on a postcard"