here we go

Sep 18, 2005 at 10:53 o\clock

Jesus is my hero

Mood: happy, refreshed

Yes, Jesus IS my hero....

My biggest fear in my walk as a Christian has been telling people that Jesus is the only way out of an empty unforfilled life of relationship problems, family problems, financial problems, illness and frustrations, annoying neighbours, unrelyable friends and the list goes on. Anytime you feel unhappy in any way Jesus can put a light on the situation no matter what the challange, trust me, I've been there.  Not only that, but He also promises eternal life. Nice package!  Considering that the only thing he asks of us is to  keep these commandments, . MAT 22:37-40 1: Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and all your mind,This the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: Love your neighbour as yourself.

The fact is, for me, I need to get over what people think of me when I say these things, I need to let Jesus shine through me like He has asked of all of us. And, whoever reads this, YOU TOO!

I want to live my life as Jesus has intended for all of us, like these commandments in Mathew.  We will never be perfect like Jesus but He wants us to try to be...   By taking focus off yourself and putting it onto others is far more rewarding and also makes you feel good.  Warm and fuzzies!!  It's not an easy way but it's the right way, all things from God are good, God doesn't have a dark bone in His body, that's why He sent His Son Jesus, the one who was killed, who died and rose again for us.... He lives and is coming back..

Anyway, to all who read this blog, I hope that Jesus will enter your heart, accept Him and He will reward you in ways you cannot imagine... 

Although my past blogs have been a little sad, I'm only human so don't juge me, just know that in my heart I am sencire...

 

bubbles

Sep 5, 2005 at 05:54 o\clock

Yes indeedee

Yes indeedee!!

All is at ease,FINALLY!!!  A weekend away was a big stress and a great realisation of how much I really do love my husband and how much he means to me.  He has changed, as bizzare as it sounds he's different it's strange and I find it hard to comprehend....  The pressure and stress of expecting of eachother seems to have been lifted and without realising it has brought back desires that I never thought I'd get back!

It's a wonderful feeling to feel that everything that you have lost has come back,  hopfully this stays sound forever!!  Time will tell!

Anyway, the main thing is that I'm happy and that there is a bright future ahead for the 3 of us and I hope one day a 4th...

Another topic to consider....  why do friends hold grudges?  If you realise that you said or did or acted in a way that you never intended to hurt anyone, why, even after saying your sorry do they feel the need to send you on a guilt trip by not talking to you??  The sad thing is is that most of the time the one saying sorry forgets there and then and the friend is left pondering on about how they were treated SO unfairly and feel betraide. Why play the victim role when you can say sorry back and say " I understand, it's no big deal, yes you hurt me but your my friend and I know you didn't mean it" and be done with it!!!!?????????????????   Some people need to stop thinking about themselves and start to open their eyes wide to see that there are people ou there that are in worse situations that have no support network anywhere...

Or that perhaps one of thier friends is going through a rough time too and being there for eachother is much better then resenting them for something that doesn't mean anything anyway...

the fact is, life sucks but whatever you do, make the most of it and you'll be happy.

 

bubbles