calm to some degree
Well, I had to wait a few days before I came back to that last entry. It was at the end of an enormous amount of alcohol. I knew even re-reading it would fill me with a resurgence of emotion.
But I am more calm now.
My husband gets his test results back in two weeks to see if the chemotherapy has worked. If not, they will take him off it and his only option is a liver transplant. We both are not even considering that as an option at the moment.
If it is going ok, he will remain on the chemo for another 20 weeks.
It is going to be difficult paying the mortgage as we are getting near 'broke'.
Once again, we will have to find other ways to moderate our lifestyle and spending.
I feel pretty positive that we will get through, it will be tough, but I know we can make it.
Your positivity is important and a thing to much admire in you as a person.
Best wishes
Tam