Today's Crossroads
Listening to: my guilt-ridden thoughts swirling
It happens to me often when I am on vacation. It drives me insane. Sometimes it is easy to control. Sometimes impossible.
At the moment I am sitting at my computer procrastinating. I should be doing some work. I have an endless list of duties to perform before I get back to 'the daily grind' of my job.
But all I want to do is lie on the lounge and blend in with the furniture.
Oh but the guilt......arrrgggg. It is impossible to escape from myself and my stupid thought processes.
I could rest. But then I think that I should not be wasting time - and just get on with the jobs I have to get organised.
But then I think about how tired I feel.
But then I think of all the stuff that will stress me if I wait till I get back to work to do it.
Oh what to do?
I might compromise and write a bit of a list and see how I go. Wish me luck.
Oh gawd..... I have just noticed all the housework that needs doing.
sigh
Is there every any peace in one's life?
