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Jul 23, 2006 at 14:08 o\clock

A sigh and shrug of relief

I can't believe I managed to do what I did. I completed seven out of the 10 criteria for my promotion application. It did take hours, but I feel like I have broken its back.

I also got some other stuff ready - you know those jobs that you dread doing. This was one of those. But, in the end, it was not nearly as difficult as I anticipated. It is all in the mind really!

My days are spent battling against thoughts in my own confused little head. It is hard to stop the chatter.

I have not written much about my hubby's chemo treatment.. I don't know why, I just can't seem to write about it. He is having a difficult time and I am looking after him as much as I can. Some moments are heart breaking. I will dedicate an entry later, when I am up to it.

Discussing it makes it all seem more real.

ANyway, we are both fine at this very moment and that is all that counts today.

Sending out good vibes to all that are physically or emotionally unwell. I refuse to underestimate a persons ability to overcome such adversity! Rainbows to all!

Must be off now. The tooth fairy has to visit my son - he lost his first tooth today. He was so surprised and excited. Ironically, he lost it after biting into a very soft ice cream cone. He complained in the morning that his tooth was a touch sore and then WHAMO - it was out by the afternoon.

SO I shall pop that money into his room before I forget. One thing that this tooth fairy must be is reliable!!

Laters


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