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Hey there!

 I have not been able to access blogigo for ages. It seemed to have blocked me from putting entries in.

At present, I am quite excited about the prospect of a job that might be advertised tomorrow! If it is advertised, it means that no one applied for it on 'transfer'. So it will be available for people who want a promotion.

I am soooo hoping I will see this advertised tomorrow morning online.

I hope all is well with you regulars that I have come to know!

Cheers!

Thanks for your comments. They were much appreciated after such an absence from here!

I went for a big walk today with an old friend. I did not enjoy it... but I know it will pay off tomorrow when I spring out of bed with joyous enthusiasm.. (haha)

Another week ahead... sigh.... but at least the jobs are advertised on Wednesday and I hope something comes up that I will like!

I must pass out now.... bed is so welcoming.

 

Busy. Stressed. A touch unhappy. That is how it has been lately. Work has moved beyond the ridiculous. Again I find myself dissatisified with the leadership of my workplace.

I am stuck in the middle. Trying to protect my staff from the unreasonable demands of the 'management' seems to be a main focus. Things that have happened recently have really upset me, although I have to hide it at work.

I keep telling myself that I have to be resiliant. I have to prove that I can easily survive the 'punishments' I get from the person above me. Thats what I get for speaking my mind. She wonders why she cannot keep people in the 'middle management' positions. My fantasy is to tell her exactly why.

Ironically, she thinks that she runs a collaborative work place.

I know that working in this place is a test. My test.

I have to keep telling myself that I can get through it with dignity. I find it a great struggle to remain 'professional' but that is what I have to do.

I have never been in this positon before. I have always had such good relationships with my 'bosses'.

Weird.