emotionally drained
Mood: maintaining inner peace
Listening to: washing machine clanking
Hell, life has been so busy. My weekend was not one at all. Not to mention that the house is not clean and washing not done. (Sad when one has to worry about such mundane things - but 'such is life')
I have just sat down to do some work and I am having my first whiskey after a few days without. It is such a pleasure to return to. And also, it is so warming to be reunitied with my computer. Does anyone else have such a close relationship with theirs? It is my one constant in a world of variables.
The two people who are usually my support structures are both pretty ill at present and I am spending time caring for them. It is difficult. I am running around making sure they are ok. What saddens me the most is that I cannot be there for them all the time. I wish I could take time off work, but alas, that is impossible.
My boss finally did her inspection of me and it seems to have dawned on her that I perform well and that the area that I supervise is developing at a great rate. I guess it was all about my ego, but I did not want a satisfactory report... I wanted an outstanding one. I hate to admit it, but my supervisors opinion of me does matter to me. I shall have to get over that silly concept. I should be more confident.
*yawn* I guess I will get going as I am even boring myself.
Here is to a better entry next time....
