Don't you wish you were British?

Mood: Happy?
Listening to: Placebo, English Summer Rain

Posted on May 12, 2005

Ah, the color determines everything! If I choose my usual periwinkle-ish blue, then you could say I'm in a passive mood. Green signals the onslaught of hyperness or perhaps an all-around happiness. Red is a shexxy mood, and being as I'm a big coordinator on color, I prolly wouldn't mix the yellow lemons and the red color, due to that I believe that'd cause a big eye-hurting. Perhaps. (Anyone, if there is anyone reading this, is strongly suggested not to respond to that last paragraph. It's a bunch of thots that don't mean much to u. If you're not dead yet and still reading.)

So! The party! I must've gone over this ten mil-bil times with my friends, yet I'm not bored with it. It's a memory I savor. Except...it makes me look a whore, and I'm not big on that, but it is my personal memory! So! The party! I got the sex talk just b4 I went (not very much fun at all. It made me 10 minutes late!), and I left Lindsay abandoned to a still-rambling Nick and Mom. I arrived at the party...and discovered I was the only freshman there! The rest of the crowd was seniors. It was funny when we were driving in; there's a grate on Amber's driveway, and Kim ran over it and it popped out. Kim freaked out and was like, "What did I run over?!?" I told her in a bewildered tone, "I think it was the grate. But it made a funny noise for a grate." So, ever so slowly, Kim backed up and delayed the ppl behind us, who were good sports about cautious drivers. After Kim had parked and we replaced the grate (after examining it carefully), we arrived at Amber's frontdoor. First I tapped, then I rang the doorbell, and I finished out by banging on the door. Amber herself answered, looking happy in a sort of breathless way. She invited me in and her Mom stepped out of the kitchen to greet us. My first impression of Amber's mother was a solidness and yet a slightly forbidding feeling. She okay'd me sleeping over, tho, so I got my stuff from the van and Kim left. As I was stashing my stuff in Amber's room, I saw a light blue bundle on Amber's bed. I picked it up and saw that it was a huge polo, light blue with stripes. I took it out of Amber's room and was like, "Whose is this?"

"Brad's," She chirped. I studied the garment for a moment, then said, "You know, I believe I'll wear this. Certainly it can fit over my shirt." Amber glanced at me and said, "Go ahead. He changed out of that shirt and into one of my mom's to discourage any homos that might be about." Okay. Bradley's decision. The shirt was huge on me tho, like a circus tent on rickety sticks. I walked out to where a crowd of Amber's guests were standing around, and one of the guy's looked at me and said, "That could be a really short dress on you." He compared it to his girlfriend's, and we all decided that the shirt was possibly an inch shorter than the girl's skirt. While we waited out there, we joked around and had fun, and I ran to the back to grab a coke.

To be continued, dah-lings!

Cheers! StarrGurl

Mood: Intrigued
Listening to: Relient K, old CD

Posted May 9, 2005

Listening to Relient K in the library right now. It's nice and the song is funny; about trying to woo Nancy Drew but all she's interested in is solving mysteries. I suppose it might be true. I enjoy Relient K a lot, especially their new (oldish) CD named modestly "Mmm Hmm". I think they had a lack of curiosity when it came to the album name, lol.

My weekend was so much fun and yet so very crazy. Nothing is ever regular in my life, or perhaps it's just my twisted perceptions of things. I went to the party on Friday night, and for once, I was able to aspire above being such a social leper. I (of course) got the sex talk just b4 I left, showing how much faith the Parentals have in my judgment. Oh greatly appreciated! (Actually, I do right appreciate my parents' concern, but for kid's sake, I wish they'd lighten up on the iron grip on my schedule. Often times I feel like they're breathing down my neck constantly! [To contradict itself in that sentence.]) But I got there, and it quickly became apparent that I was the only freshman at the party. The seniors told me that I should be eternally grateful to be invited to a senior's party, but being so immature and then sum, I blew them off. Be grateful to be invited to a senior's party? Who are these ppl, gods of the universe? But they were really cool. I'll never be able to fit in all the details right now, not when I'm on a tight schedule. But I wrote down all the details in a four-page note to my friend Hannah. Maybe I'll ask for the note back and record everything. Or maybe I'll write it down when I feel like it. I think I'm suffering from a case of lethargy after the weekend.

After only getting 3 hours of sleep at the party, I consumed at least 3 Diet Cokes to keep my jiving. I had to mow the Farm on Saturday, and for the first time this year, I wasn't tired from my school day and I finished it in 4 hours (it's 2 acres with a self-propelled mower, and it takes AGES to do). I got sunburned on my arms for the first time in a long time, unfortunately. My arms felt on fire the rest of the evening. Derby took place at 6:05 this year, and we grilled out lots of yum food to go with it. Nick, as a special treat for all of us, grilled shrimp-on-the-barbie, which was positively delectable! Ooh! So good. Lol. I put a bet on Afleet Alex to win the Derby, but then a really luck no-name swept in and stole it. Alex came in fourth while this no-name Giacomo won. Pooponbread! Sum lucky nut won $800,000 on that horse! (That's, I believe, 1,600,000 pounds in Euro. I'm not sure. Looks like a lot.)

Mothers Day went nicely. Mum found her decorative plant early on; it's one of those special twisty mini-candle tree things Kim bought. I felt guilty for not even making a card. Pooponbread. But I wished her a Happy Mothers Day profusely, and I listened to her every whim when it came to cleaning on Sunday. I did  clean a lot, and learned a bit about how to keep our house immaculate.  Cleaning every Saturday has been so much fun (NOT), but now my Saturday's are a lil more preoccupied, so the house-cleaning has been slipping a bit.

We also went to watch The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy Sat. night. It's a lovely movie! Very random. But I heard it didn't really rate with the books. I'm not sure what to think, but I do know I'll haf to dig up this book to sate my curiosity.

Been having more random thots lately. It's a plague. I look at ppl...and I think so many things that I often forget and it blurs together. I haf to look at the person to remember what my thot was...isn't that like sum kind of form of judgment? Prejudice? They aren't always bad thots...just there. It's difficult to explain. But my random thots haf been taken as a smart-ass comment more often than not, and I don't want to be viewed as a smart-ass. Is that destroying a creativity I don't know I have? Man! Gotta love life's questions. Go plague the next guy. Society is already hard enough to conform to! Pooponbread.

Cheers! StarrGurl

Mood: A bit nervous
Listening to: Relient K, May the Horse Be With You

Posted May 6, 2005

Things haf been so physched lately. I can't figure it out. There haf been good and bad instances, but I'm working on a 15-minute time limit, so I'll see if I can squeeze it a bit. Lately I've been having these really random thots, most during English. It began with "Imagine what it'd be like living next door to a pool of Jell-O. How would u react and what would u do?" I got a lot of "I'd swim and eat in it," answers, and one kid suggested skinnydipping (which kinda grossed me out, but whatevs). I thot about what'd happen if u died in a pool of Jell-O, and most ppl answered that it couldn't happen. You'd just eat ur way out. My counter was, "What if a bird died in ur pool? U know the type that smacks into windows? U'd dig out, right?" Lol, SO nasty. The next random thot was "Can mascots be kidnappers?" Ya know, here in Louisville, we get sum bizarre mascots. Cardinals and Bats and the latter. WELL--one of those guys could be a physcho kidnapper. Would he do it at a game? This one scared me a bit more than others. And so the random thot train just keeps chugging along.

Lately I've been in a watermelon passion. It's really weird and usually what I'm talking about 90% of the time. I'm  driving my friends insane, but it's been fun, lol. (Not the insane part, getting watermelon and thoroughly enjoying it.)

Tomorrow is Derby, and I'm excited for that. I'm supposed to go to a party tonight for my friend Amber, and I don't how that's going to go. I'm planning on staying over...the Parentals are going insane. I don't know how this will all turn out, but I've got to get off.

Cheers! Smashley