*AuRorA*

i can actually forget the password and stop my bloggin here.

finally i'm back to my own world now.

wondering and dreaming..

i believe dreams will come ture..that's why people have dreams right...i dont dream abt something thatz impossible. i want to be a lawyer..i want to live on a farm when i get old..i want to adopt many kids..i want to watch aurora..i want to catch a swan lake ballet...i want...

i dreamt of my grandfather yesterday. Didn't tell anyone cos the people here are very superstitious and since he just passed away i think i better keep quiet. actually i've dreamt abt him many times..around 3 or 4...once i dreamt abt him sitting there in front of me..eating..and later he sat at a corner..somehow i knew he's going to die..so i approached him and tried to whisper into his ear..those words that were impossible to utter..he suddenly called out for my grandmother..and i called out loud to her..before she arrived and before i could tell him those words..he dropped dead..

yesterday when i went back to our old apartment he was inside..standing behind my grandmother..and i wondered why he's still alive..

saw a tv show abt an old man dying..and he said in the show, "death only ends life, it can never end a relationship."