*AuRorA*

i hope no one knows me..no one reads my blog.

then i dont have to worry what to write about. i can write about anything...

a chinese author once said..'talking to myself is thru 3 channels.. past, present, and future.'

how come i can only talk to my past?

把我的头伸出窗子，看星星。

问老妈那颗最亮的星星叫什么，她却叫我别掉下去。如果是以前，她一定会过来跟我一起看星星的。

小时候的星星特别亮，特别多。长大了不知道为什么总是看不到星星。

为什么人们都觉得流星好看？他们就像一些人一样，很灿烂，但却从我们的身变划过。现在他们在哪里？以前的美丽只是现在的遗憾罢了。

想跟你说，远方的你。。

知道吗，你就是夜空。没有你，我这颗星星也不会明亮。等你不在时，我还能闪烁吗？

i can actually forget the password and stop my bloggin here.

finally i'm back to my own world now.

wondering and dreaming..

i believe dreams will come ture..that's why people have dreams right...i dont dream abt something thatz impossible. i want to be a lawyer..i want to live on a farm when i get old..i want to adopt many kids..i want to watch aurora..i want to catch a swan lake ballet...i want...

i dreamt of my grandfather yesterday. Didn't tell anyone cos the people here are very superstitious and since he just passed away i think i better keep quiet. actually i've dreamt abt him many times..around 3 or 4...once i dreamt abt him sitting there in front of me..eating..and later he sat at a corner..somehow i knew he's going to die..so i approached him and tried to whisper into his ear..those words that were impossible to utter..he suddenly called out for my grandmother..and i called out loud to her..before she arrived and before i could tell him those words..he dropped dead..

yesterday when i went back to our old apartment he was inside..standing behind my grandmother..and i wondered why he's still alive..

saw a tv show abt an old man dying..and he said in the show, "death only ends life, it can never end a relationship."

愛是一道光　如此美妙
指引我們　想要的未來
魔力北極光　奇幻的預言
趕快去找不思議的愛
愛是一道光　如此美妙
照亮我們　勇氣的未來
魔力北極光　傳說的預言

哥，

会有人带我去看北极光吗？

我相信会有那么一天，和我爱的人，一起看到北极光。希望你也一样。

想你的妹。

 

This is the new me. the new site. haha..i actually chose this uk site..far far away. Nobody knows who i am..nobody knows i own this blog. i'm in space. talking to aliens who i haven met before. i've created so many blogs. now this is my own. im going to go super private yet open here. becos nobody knows me. nobody knows where i'm from.

The only thing i can confess is i am female. I can't introduce myself..but i'll talk abt my view on life. if u're not interested pls leave me alone. I love talking to myself.