unforgivable sinner

Apr 10, 2005 at 21:18 o\clock

the hotel of my life

why does it hurt so much ? love ? why do whe still undergo love? if it wasnt enough to be in love with just 1 no i had to be it with 3. rosana mandy and angela. from mandy i know she likes me too but havent spoken to her in a wile i did spoke with her sister, who said she moved out. i hope that its just like that and that she doesnt want to go out with me anymore. angela is a special case, she is gothic and has rather hughe low selfe asteam(or how ever you spell that)and keeps saying she is ugly , but she is not ugly. and ik eep telling her that . so it is very busy in the hotel of my life

Mar 16, 2005 at 17:51 o\clock

the freedom of the fall

Mood: heart broke (ok just a bit)
Listening to: lene marlin

love being in love. doesnt it bite ? well yes and no. and why do whe still keep falling in love? do whe like the pain of rejection so much ? well yes . whe also like the feeling of being in love . the butterflies. like the freddom of the fall. who bungies knows this feeling close youre eyes and just fall down. well to get to the point me to am in love. she is a co worker of mine and she is just whow pretty. two weeks ago (could be 3) i found out she had a boyfriend well that hurts but nothing to feel down by. her name is rosanna . well today i was tiding up my work walked out the door and saw her with her bf. and ofcourse a smile. well ithink my fall just ended by the side walk. needed my sweet babe lene to sing the song i needed to coop with my feelings thank god i have that cd in my discman. so at the loudest mode i lissen to unforgivable sinner by her.