Mood: happy
Listening to: jeremy :pearl jam
why is it that i only talk to HIM when im in trouble? or need something from him ?
but when i do i have good conversations with him .
one i remember good and almost from word to word.
i was sitting on a grassy plain near a huge clif ,a pretty oak tree was providing shade .
i was sitting with my legs over the edge, looking down to a small village between the green.
i was praying for a friend of mine who had domestic troubles.
then HE sat next down to me . and said
PRETTY SIGHT ISNT IT?
yes father it is it gives me lucidety .
BUT IT WASNT ALWAYS LIKE THIS.
it wasnt?
NO ONCE IT WAS A PLACE OF WAR , BUT THAT WAR MADE IT TO WHAT IT IS NOW.
IM NOT SAYING WAR IS GOOD.
but what has that to do with the problems of my friend?
THEY WILL GET SOLVED , BUT BEFORE THE PROBLEM BECOMES A PLACE OF LUCIDETY A WAR WILL TAKE PLACE.
that doesnt sound that possetive father
ITS JUST LIKE THE SERENITY PRAYER.
the what ?
GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE
THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THINGS I CAN
AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFRENCE.
so what does it mean?
TELL HER THAT IT IS A BLESSING IN DISGUISE
that moment i knew that it was going to be fine.
