my so called life

Mood: tired
Listening to: rockos modern life

well last saturday i had to stay home for an infection in my front head. with fever and all . so sunday i felt kindas ok so i called that i could work . and today i went to work. my head was hurting like hell .(just like it is now.) so evrything is turning to shit. i knew it i had to stay in bed today. well the good and bad part about the last weeks ghave been fucked up. forts i found out that rosanna the girl i like already has a boyfriend. then the week after that a friend and coworker told me that he talked to her and said that there werre some guys that realy wealy liked her. she then asked if i was one of em (dont know if i have to belive him or not.) that that week i was housesitting in the house of my parents and there big ass tv. me as a gamer felt in heaven. so i gamed an entire week in big screen .; so playing project zero 2 : crimson butter fly in big screen and 5.1 surround gave me some sleep less nights. than i turned 22. and got a fridghe from my parents. finaly something i can use. well that was my weeks. this week im gona celebrate my birthday in the same time as 3 other co workers in the bar . tivoli. ill hope rosanna will be there too . dont know why . just like to be aropund her. well keep you informed. hope you like this one. if not comment me on what to change. well read ya

well that been a while. been busy with work. females NOT dating. became 22 last week having a huge headace and a fever. snowing out side . starvinginside.

Mood: tired
Listening to: spooky sounds out of rose red (the mini series)

well had a performance meeting today. that always sucks. but thank god i got a yars contract and a big raise . well there goes my scare. that was one on my to do list. my second thing is to talk to rosanna and amit to her that im in love with her. and now im on a dating site (hey im not a loser) and that is going not acording to plan (get a whole lot more of responses). so my love life is starting to get into a mealstrom. been busy for a while. so lets see what turns out .

Mood: sad
Listening to: nada surf

well was free from work today. so had a nice long sleep . stood up and made breakfast. and went cleaningmy room (finaly huh) around 15:30 i went to my dad to get some old mail and the key to the house becuas there gona go away for a while and i have to hous and kat sit for them then needed some stuff for in the kitchen. guesshat out of money again. so i have tomake it two weekswith 3 euro and something. have done itbefore. this month is a real sucking month. hope next one will bebetter

Mood: scared
Listening to: alien ant farm : smooth criminal

that is how i looked when i woke up and looked in the mirror.

scary huh, but i have seen worse.

opend the blindfolds and got the scare of my life the window washer was washing like this. AAAAAAAAAAAH

well having survived that heart attack .

i went and took a shower.

and of to work , not being able to do my work for a day my work place looked alot like this

 so i had to clean up the mess others left me. i could just them.

but im not a bad person so i greeted the other people that were working.

 

that where not very in a talking mood.

looking at him also not in very living mood.

so  i did my thing till my suplier came he apperantly had a rough night.

becuas he looked like this....>

 

a well i have seen em worse.

after working for  8 straight owers i went to my parents house to feet the cat.

the cat greeted me very loving like this....>

 

 

wandering if i havent fed him enoug i dogded his attack  and fought with him matrix style

 

wich he won  so i fed him some more .

finaly went to my own house and greeted my land lordyes he is a very hansom one.

 

open my room and sighed  i realy have to clean up this mess

 

 

 

 

so my friend came over he has been throug surgery so he isnt that hansom now

 

 

but he is still my friend.

 

well after some hours he went home . and now im going to clean my room and take a good nap.