Stuff

Long time no write, but I have a new addiction.  It's gone from Morrowind (which I haven't played in about a year) to Sims 2 to Grand Theft Auto IV.  It had to take GTA4 to break my Sims 2 addiction.  And it certainly did.

Anyway, I was pleasantly surprised to recognise a couple of songs on one of the radio stations - LCHC, Liberty City Hard Core.  The songs were by Cro-mags and Leeway, two songs which had been sent to me by my friend in NYC.  He knows the singers personally.  It's so cool that their music is now on a major videogame.  I also recognised the groups Agnostic Front and Murphy's Law.   My friend films them so if you like the music, check out his Youtube page.

Mood: pissed off

AAARRRRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The local fucking supermarket Pak'n'fucking'Save has introduced some eftpos fucking petrol station.  There's no-one there right and you insert your eftpos card and get petrol.  Sounds fucking straightforward doesn't it.  But no.  The instructions FUCKING SUCK!!!!!!!!  I've used it once before so I thought I knew what I was doing after fucking wasting 20 minutes trying to work out what the fuck to do the first time.  I thought I'd followed the instructions properly this time, go to put the nozzle in the car for 50 bucks worth.  Nothing happens.  Nothing.  Zilch. Nada.  I look around for someone who could possibly help me out.  No-one - just more people lining up for petrol.  I tried putting the nozzle away, then out again.  Squeeze the trigger.  Fucking sweet FA.  NOTHING.  I had spent at least 10 minutes already and was fucking pissed off at the end of a long day and all I needed was some fucking petrol!  WHY IS IT SO FUCKING DIFFICULT????????  I fucking gave up.  Put the nozzle back and drove off in a fury.  I went to nearby petrol station that has people and it took less than 3 minutes to get my 50 bucks worth of petrol.  Jesus fucking Christ.

Then I come home and the house looks empty and I play my brand new CD I've been waiting weeks for.  Because of my mood I play it LOUD, then it suddenly gets turned off.  There was someone home all along - just in bed, for fucks sake.  I'm even denied my fucking music.  I said I wanted it on so she turns it back on but fuck it.  FUCK IT.  I turned the fucking thing off because I can't fucking enjoy that even. 

I'm still so fucking PISSED OFF.  How hard can it be?????

that this site used to be ok but it's extremely obvious that the new owners don't actually give a shit - perhaps they'll hope that everyone leaves or perhaps the owner is actually dead?  Who knows.  Whatever the reason, this site is not being maintained and it's a bloody shame.  I would move all my shit over to Wordpress but that's a hell of a lot of posts and a hell of a lot of photos and I really can't be fucked.  I just worry that one day all of it will have disappeared as the site is finally taken offline.  Oh well.  That's the risk you take I guess.

I'm so friggin' tired....  I just want to sleep in for a few days but na, I have to get up and come to work which is, on the whole, tedious.

I haven't played Sims 2 for 3 days now!!!  Instead, cos H was on the computer, I played Saints Row but it's been a total waste of time because I've been driving around the red light district looking for some dick called Don so I can shoot him.  I've driven around and around and around I don't know how many times and it's fucking tedious.  I could have achieved so much more on Sims 2.  Oh well, at least I haven't overloaded Photobucket with more pics of Sims.

Saw an excellent martial arts movie in the weekend - Ong Bak - highly recommended.  Awesome fight scenes and some humour as well.  I want to buy a copy but it's a bit expensive at the moment.  One place had it on sale but I missed out, dammit.

Wish I could sleep but I have to at least pretend to work, if not actually work.  Just 2 hours to go but it seems like an eternity.

Mood: pissed off

I hate people.  I'm in one of those moods today where the rest of human life can fuck off and die. They're so FUCKING SELFISH.  I am NOT in the mood for some lazy arsehole who can't be fucked leaving something in the CORRECT place at work.  I am NOT in the mood for some lazy bitch who can't be bothered going to a social evening that she said she would and comes up with some lame excuse.  I am FED UP with selfish bastards who DO NOT REPLY to emails - where the fuck is courtesy?  Why is everyone SO FUCKING RUDE???  I am NOT IN THE MOOD today so everyone can FUCK OFF.  Fuck being pleasant.  Fuck smiling.  Fuck forgiving.  Just stay the fuck away from me today.

But fuck - I'm at work so I have to put on a fucking facade.  When I close up tonight I won't be in the mood for arseholes who are too fucking lazy to get up off their arses and piss off so I can go home.  I just hope I can keep my impatience and anger in check cos I DON'T FUCKING FEEL LIKE IT this morning.