Lesson #1
Mood: depressed
Listening to: time to be your 21
Lesson #. NEVER lie to a guy you like! I got myself into a huge mess by it. So heres the story:
i had this totally great b/f who is a year older then me (who was a diffrent religion and not allowed to date) he risked so much for me and i really liked him. and then the summer came and we wern't allowed to see each other. he never called (i accidentally gave him the wrong number). I haden't seen in 4 months (and still havent). So then over the summer i went to camp and met this other guy i liked and since i haden't heard from my b/f and i had planned on breaking up with him i thought it was ok to like this guy. So when he asked me if i had a b/f i said no. So then camp ends and we still keep in touch. School starts and i get a call. its from my b/f. first thing hes says is "i heard you wanted to break up" so knowing me i said "no" it was so great to hear his voice again i couldent do it. and then the guy from camp again asks if i had a b/f and once again i said no. and lately it had all been eating at me so i finally broke up with my b/f. and now i dont think this other guy seems to like me anymore. searves me right, right?--- lesson learned cant have your cake and have it too. now dont think badly of me, it was one mistake
