What a Messy Mussy Life

Jul 27, 2007 at 18:22 o\clock

Heartache

Mood: Pouring Rain
Listening to: 逆光

It hurts. 

It's still hurting me when I think of you.  It hurts as I can't stop thinking of you.  How can I put you out of my memory?  You are part of me.

Time flash, and you are still in my heart.  What can I do?  What am I supposed to do?  I wanted to be with you.  Oh, my love...

Where are you?  Where are you? 

I am sorry.  Please forgive me.  I am sorry.  I killed you.  I am a fucking murderer.  I killed you...

If I can have you back, I pay God with 10 years of my life, no, 20 years, no, 30...  I just wanted to have you back...  I don't want to wait for another life.  I wanted to touch you now.  I wanted to take you out.  Let's go to the beach.  Let's go for a walk.  Let's go for a run.  Let's go...  Please let me die.

I am sorry, I am really sorry...  What am I supposed to do?  I miss you so...