Vaniilla's World!

Apr 24, 2005 at 21:58 o\clock

Away with friends

Mood: Happy but stressed


i went away with my friends over the past few days! stayed in a little hotel/motel thing just to hang out and chill n get totally wasted and stoned! well neither happened to me! but nevermind!

well on the men front, the ex i think is over me! yey! and im dealing with the other guy! its better but still needs sorting! and for the guy i do actually like i still dont think he likes me as much as i like him but i think a little spark could be imerging! and hopefully soon too! lol!

well got stuff to do c/w and stuff for school so i will blog 2mo hopefully!



Apr 21, 2005 at 20:02 o\clock

1st Blog

Mood: stressed and nothing new

well i don't really know what to sey! my life's pretty stressed right now! ive got my gcse's soon and all the revision is getting to me and i havn't evn started any revision! i don't think it's the revision i think its just the pressure to pass them all from my parents as my sister got a's and a*'s and im no way as good as dat!

also i've got a few problems with men and i hate it! so much stress! 1 is an old boyfriend who wants me back but i can't say to him that i don't want him back! because i havn't got the heart to hurt him! another i just like to have a little flirt with but he wants to take it further and i dont really that way about him! lastly i like this guy that lives close to and his really nice and decent but i know he doesn't feel the same! i wish he did but i know its not going to happen!

o well a girl can dream of a nice easy life!

ill blog again tomorrow most likely of if anything develops i will blog l8a