Im Such A Fuck Up... (Graphic)
Mood: Meh...
Listening to: Offspring - Original Prankster (oouuu memories)
Finished last entry so i thought i would cheack out my mates Blogs, Read my mate Sophies, We had a Huge arguement a few days ago, i was really fucking nasty and im surprised she is talking to me again...
Im such a fucking LOSER, How could i do that to someone i love her, shes one of the reasons im still here... I couldnt bare to lose her, when i thought id lost her, i felt like id lost everything id ever wanted and needed, shes like the one i turn to when i need to talk! Shes like my BEST and i meanBEST mate ever, im closer to her than i am to myself!
Gah Im just glad we are friends again! Id die if i lost her x[
When i thought i had lost her i went and layed on my bed, and the tears just flowed out, i couldnt stop them, i cryed and cryed for ages, i n=knew i had fucked things up, i knew she hated me, and i knew she had every right to hate me! and i cut... Just one, and thought Sophie this is for you, this is for all the times we have had, everytime yoo have cheered me up, made me laught, all gone, flowing out my wrist... If my blade was bigger i would have cut my whole wrist open! Cut it off! But it was nothing more than a razor blade... I dug it in, picked at the vein, picked open the flesh around it, made the hole bigger... watched the blood fill in a pool, then pool by pool spill onto my bed... But enough of that..
I love her! <33333333333 Sophie i hope we are mates forever!!!
Your not anything but my fucking best friend Hannah!
For ever
And Fucking ALWAYS!!!!!!! *Shakes fist and bites your cheek*
I\'ll always be there no matter what :)
Even if we do argue, but its healthy to argue from times to times! :D So we\'ve got a healthy friendly relationship going on.
But no matter what Han I will love you, even if I say other wise tee hee *Kish\'s for head* Your ace:) Always will be