Just a moment of weakness

Yesterday was seriously the weirdest day ever. I cant even explain it... I havnt really had time to eat full meals latley and I guess it just got to me. I went for a tan and literally almost fainted! Just got overheated. I ended up getting really sick by the end of the night. I havn't been sleeping much I guess and have been under lots of pressure. It all just kinda got to me and took a toll on my health! So I told everyone that I was taking some time to myself for a week or so and shut off my cell phone, etc. Hopefully I can rehabilitate myself without involving any sort of health professional! I saw my mom this morning and she just says "you look so thin, are you eating??" Haha Im eating but I HAVE had issues with eating disorders in the past. SO now everytime I hang out with someone, they want to go to eat to make sure Im eating and it gets really old. PLUS even though it hasnt been long since I blogged about my 'amazing boyfriend', but Im pretty sure thats over! Hah. Geeeez. But its all good. Makes it all easier to have a little bit of time for ME over the holidays, i guess. Hopefully this odd feeling and dark cloud aren't permanent!! Its getting old already! hehe