Tinkerbitch in teh Technicolor

Mood: Blizzah ... whatever. Don't ask me, I dunno either, xP.
Listening to: The Killers - Mr. Brightside

Huzzah.  Mondays ish evil and always will beh!  The good news is, I made a skunk out of easy cheese!  The bad news is, nobody gives a shit!  Fuuun, =D.

Anyway, yeah.  I finally went back to school.  Haha, I wore my sunglasses, bright orange superflares [athletic pants for someone a lot taller and fatter than me, tight clothes annoy me], a long yellow shirt and a black hoodie ... and of course my converses.  In the morning, I also had my hair in low pigtails.  Jake was the first person at school to see me, lol, he said the following ... "What the HELL happend to YOU?!  Wait ... don't answer that ... you look like a movie director ..." ... haha.  Wasn't that nice of 'im, xP.  Even if I WAS going for weird-looking.

Aubrey saw me next, and ACTUALLY glomped me.  I was frightened.  We make fun of eachother all the time, so I kept yelling that she was a lesbian and she kept telling people I ate a roach off the floor for the duration of swimming [we had a freeday, another one tomorrow, then no more swimming, yippie!  Oh wait ... I like swimming ... O.o] ... yeah, immature though it may be, it's still a helluva lot of fun, xD.

Random people kept glomping me all day.  And when asked where I was I told no one but Aubrey.  Haha.  My teachers thought I had been sick and were all like, "Oh, are you feeling better?" like I'd had pneumonia or something ... damn, what the hell did Ms. Reeves tell them?!

Latin was kind of fun.  They presented projects.  The first two had to do with food.  I stuffed a bunch of veggies in my hoodie pocket ... and some cheese biscuit thingys ... yummy.  I was still eating them all through-out lunch.  Jake made a funny comment, "Hey, she has infinite dimmensions filled entirely with food in her hoodie ... no fair, I want one.  HOLYSHIT that's a big piece of broccoli!" "Well duh, of course it is." *took bite* "Oh, I thought that was cooked ... okay, nevermind." "Why the hell would I have COOKED broccoli in there?!" "I dunno." and so on.  I scared Brooks, wheee ^-^; I shall killeth him one day, seriously.

Cole nearly drove me insane to give him the cd I burned him.  Mehhh.  That was funny.  My algebra teacher was nice and didn't make me take notes.  Biology was easy, and Mr. Mason will play a cd of mine in class tomorrow after the lecture, sweeetness!  In English we were watching the new Romeo and Juliet.  Damn, that shit is SCARY.  M'kayyy?!  I asked Ms. Williams after class who wrote the screenplay, and she said she didn't know.  Then Brittany pipes up and goes, "Seriously!  They need to be shot!" lmfao.  And she is generally non-violent.  Yeah, IT REALLY SHOWS, BRIT.

LMS was kind of fun.  Except that it was outside and we were playing the games we had to design a few months ago.  In the sun.  On the football field.  WHAT PART OF OHSHITIMWEARINGBLACK WAS NOT OBVIOUS ON MY FACE?!  I RAN inside when it was over and nearly hit a waterfountain [superflares be slippery!] going for that cold air.  I'm still sickish from the weekend so yeah, I was REALLY thirsty.

On Friday is when I was first noticeably ill.  My skin felt sunburned when it wasn't, I was constantly sweating and could not get warm, my throat felt like there was a lump and a cramp in it [and there was one dry spot that would not get wet], as well as headaches and dizzyness when moving around.  The headaches are much lighter now, the skin thing is less noticeable but the state of my throat has yet to change, except that I can swollow things now without mindnumbing pain.  There's still pain, just not OWOWOWOMOMMY kind of pain.  My sickness was hella bad right up 'til this morning.  And now one of my wisdom teeth hurts.  My mom is getting me batteries for my cd player and cloves for me to chew on so my tooth'll go numb for a little while.

Jake had a job interview at blockbuster afterschool today.  Heh.  I went to kmart [in the same parkinglot] and bought easy cheese, pepperonis and wheat thins for snackin' ... his dad saw me when he drove into the parking lot ... >_<.  Jake's not supposed to have contact with me outside of during school for a week.  It's only been four days ... if that.  Heh.  I didn't see Jake afterschool, I hope his dad doesn't think I did.  He already hates me.  Umm, a lot ... O.o;

Yeah.  I'm done for now.  Ttfn.

~Shadow.

Mood: Bleh
Listening to: The Ramones - Blitzkreig Bop

Okay, it's time for the long awaited telling of what's been going on the last three weeks ...

Jake and I ran away.  That would explain why his dad dislikes me even more these days.  We left on a Monday night with much difficulty, especially since it was raining.  We had umbrellas, but still, we got soaked pretty quickly.

We got to the I-10 bridge and climbed up under it and slept like hobos from about 2AM to 6AM, or at least, he did.  I was wide awake.  We stayed there most of Tuesday.  'Til about 3PM.  Then we packed up, signed the wall and left.

We got to the US-29 exit close to sunset and set up camp in a patch of woods near Lincoln Park.  I didn't realize the latter at first, but when I saw it in the light the next day my stomach clenched and would not loosen, but I didn't show it.

Went over to the fleet station and made a plan with a nice trucker who would give us a lift all the way to Tallehassee, but couldn't leave 'til Friday.  Jake and I, feeling light discussed maybe truckdriving together someday.  [The thought never occurred to him, but it's a part of my future and has been for a while.]  We outstayed our welcome by staying on Thursday in plain sight.  We should've packed up that morning and hopped in that truck to wait.  But we didn't.

And on Thursday morning, the clerk in the fleet station called the police and said that two kids were stranded and wanted to go home.  I had a very creative conversation with that policeman.  Involving me spitting on his shoe and swearing at him.  To my surprise, he only swore back.  I was trying to get him to arrest me instead of sending me home.

I didn't use my full alias, which I should have ~ then I would not be back home now.  Jake's dad showed up and drove me home.  I got a nice long lecture from my damned mother plus the usually "you're a fucking mistake / you're so stupid!" speech.  I was only home for one hour.  My arrogance had not worn off.  She lied to me and said we were going downtown to the government building to try to look up my dad.  She put me in DJJ.

I was there for thirteen days.  I only just got home Wednesday night.  They'd put me in a special facility the day before, thinking I just needed a little help, hah.  Me and another girl pretended to be lezzer and got sent home.  That was awesome.  And fyi, I'm not a lezzer, I'm bi.

Thus I have not been to school in three weeks.  Hence the statement about school in my last post.  Anyhoo, my ramen's ready.  Ttfn.

~Shadow.

Mood: Dunno, don't ask, O.o;
Listening to: Veggie Tales - The Cheeseburger Song

Can you tell, yet?  ... That I blog like a maniac ... I'm making the conscious effort not to, but still.  Chances are you'll see more than one a day, and rarely a day missed.

Whoa ... that means I could be your entertainment for who knows how long ... oh noes!!  I am your entertainment?!  What kind of sick joke is this ... AND WHERE'S MY EYE?!?! ...

Yesterday Jake came over afterschool to see me.  We both know he's supposed to go home right afterschool, but god, it'd been two weeks since we'd seen eachother, neither wanted to part so quickly.  I could have mentioned the time, but I didn't ... I don't know why.  Selfish of me, huh?

Well, his dad came over.  And I left the door unlocked by accident.  So, his dad actually opened it and yelled at Jake to get home.  Heh.  He can't go to the movies or springfest now, and can't call me for a week.  So, we'll only see eachother at school for this week, I guess ... well, ARRGH, this sucks.

Last night I stayed for the most part depressed ... all the way up to 3:30AM, when I went to bed.

Anyhoo, I was planning on going back to school today.  But no one could wake me up, apperantly I just slept right through.  Strange.  Anyway, mom left me oatmeal and a note saying to call her when I got up.  Well, I did and Khlina said she'd tell her I called and ask her to call me back ... heh.

So yep, I'm home.  And I want some ramen.  So I'll be back later!

Ttfn.

~Shadow.

Mood: Autopiloted
Listening to: Taking Back Sunday - Falling For You

Yeah yeah ... I dunno either.  Bored again, here I am.

I can't wait for my job interview at Jerry's.  Me need moneyyy!  Lol ...

Ahh!  Tigger ... you dirty-rotten son of a biscuit-eater!

He just scared the crap out of me.  Rubbing against my leg and such.  Blehhh.

I've been on autopilot most of the morning ... I forgot where my bathroom was O.o;

I've got more work to do on my room.  Ttfn.

~Shadow.

Mood: Blah
Listening to: Finch - Post Script

Hmph.  So, I'm here.  What else is new?  A lot's been up lately.  For one, I haven't been home.  Long story.  I'll make a later post a bit of a trace-back of the last three weeks, I'm sure it'll be of interest to someone.  If you're looking for a little more than that, I suggest you hop to my blog on myspace [ here ] and start at the beginning.   I wasn't on it much then, but yeah, it's there.  A lot of nice little fun facts about me can be found in that profile, too, I guess.

For the sake of those who are as lazy as I am, I'll spin off a few basics.  I am a sixteen year-old female, and I live in P'cola, in northwest Florida.  I live in an upstairs apartment near the busiest non-highway road in town.  [ Haha and sometimes have to cross it, O.O! ].  I live with my mother and her roommate, who is soon to be moving out.  [ I can't wait ].  I have a very limited, distant relationship with my mother, and prefer to keep it that way.  I'm not single, I have Jake, =P.  We've been going out for two months or more ... that's all I can be sure of; I can't remember when he asked me out.  My best friend is Aubrey, she's stuck by me the last two years through it all.  My skin is as white as a clean hospital pillowcase, though my heritage is mainly of Irish, along with a lot of French, Cherokee and a little British.

I have two cats and my mom's roommate has a spunky fourteen year-old yorkie named Maggie.  One of the cats is really my mom's friend's.  But she's moved somewhere where she can't have pets, so, I'm keeping him for her.  His name is Tigger and man is he fat ... though he has lost weight.  The other cat, Prince Sylvester, I found what will soon be three years ago.  He was about four months old, I found him the day after christmas in 2002.  His name is more simple than it sounds.  He looks a lot like Sylvester, from Sylvester & Tweety, and he walks around on his hind feet when certain Prince songs come on ... it looks like he's dancing, lol.  If I do eventually get to move in with my dad, I'll keep Princey and get a ferret.  I had to get rid of Pheobe, my last one.  They are just the coolest pets, =P.

I'm in a bit of a weird mood today, so weird, that I don't know how to describe it.  I dunno whether it's even negative or positive ... *shrug* I don't mind that much.  I got this fear factor folder the other day ... it has cockroaches all over it.  I still can't get my mother to touch it, lmao.  I haven't had ramen in who knows how long ... I'm a huge ramen addict.  My immunity to getting tired of it proves, says my mother, that my plan to move to Japan is quite attainable.  Whatever.  Japan effing rocks.  I'm going to take Japanese in college, and find a way to move to Kyoto.  Only a year and a half to go, right?  Well, not counting school, but still.  I wonder how much money is on this here walmart card o.O; lol.  I gotta remember to find that out.  Jake and I are going to the movies Saturday to see The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy.

And the next weekend, we'll hit up SpringFest.  The line-up kind of sucks this year.  It can be found [ here ].  I'm still not sure which day to go, I only have a one-day ticket.  Ben's band, 60 Cycles Of Sound plays Friday ... I like their music a lot, but they only get a thirty minute block and it's during light hours.  On Saturday Papa Roach and Theory Of A Deadman are playing, one right after the other on the same stage.  Three hours of music, 9pm - midnight.  I saw TOAD at a split concert with Three Doors Down in 2003, since have become a fan, and Papa Roach has a lot of good songs -- never seen them in concert before.  I'm leaning toward Saturday because 60COS is a local band and does a lot of gigs here -- most of them an hour to an hour and a half long.  It's not every day we get two great bands back to back on the same stage anymore.  I wanna scrap up some cash to get some good merch -- I could use a new hoodie, maybe a hat or a necklace.  Concerts are great places to find those goodies.  Anyhoo, I may never forgive myself for missing the Metallica concert that was November 9th last year.  I was grounded ;-;!  That was the first concert they'd done in P'cola in fourteen bloody years!

Can ya tell I love concerts?  Lol, and that I love to headbang, xD.  Rock isn't my only genre of listening field -- I like everything.  Even some hiphip / rap, though I did not used to.  There'a  lot of pop I dislike, but I can't rule it out.  My dislike for r & b is growing, however, I mean, at least call it what it is.  It has nothing to do with rhythum and blues anymore.  Country, metal, punk [ the original anarchy in the uk scene ], techno, dance, pop-punk, j-rock, j-pop, grunge, oldies, anime music, emo, theme songs, even disco ... it's crazy.

I believe in the phrase, "If you don't know for sure what it is, don't call it that!"  Kind of fits for everything.  Two of them are things we see ... or hear, constantly.  Music and people.  I don't like labelling people, and try very hard not to judge them.  And with music, hey it's got to be put in a genre eventually, just make sure it's the right one.  Messing with scene kids is fun o.o; Most of the label-obssessors classify me as grunge-ish.

Yeah, that's all for now.  I must find some other way to manifest my boredom for a while.  Ttfn yous all.

~Shadow.