A broken heart can heal with time...a broken dream may be left to die.

Mood: mod-ay~

 I just realised...right this second...that everybody is...GREAT!! I know it sounds stupid but I will elaborate in my next entry, for now I want you to think about whether you agree, and if not then e-mail me at; paranoidcherry@hotmail.com   ^^ Thanks and by the way....tell me what you REALLY think not what you think I want to hear!

Mood: jeeze...how many you want on here...*rolls eyes*?

Mood: ugh fine ill put it on....*sighs*
Listening to: sol wining at me ...ahhh!!

Mood: just visit it ...ok?!

Mood: I can't be bothered but I know I have to be bothered so now I will do what I have to but be unhappy about it...*sighs*.
Listening to: The sound of one hand cutting a throat of an innocent child every three seconds.

  I am writing this because I am sick to death with the idiotic way that people rule this earth. Why is it that people only abuse their power in the end they never put it to any  good. And those who do try to put it to good become heros amongst the honest and good but enemies amongst power figures.

 It is just the way of the world apparently, that the people with power positions are the ones who influence, but we know better!

 I mean, let us not fool ourselves, we cannot help but be affected by those who surround us and especially those who rule over our society, but too many people today lead themselves to believe that 'it's not my fault'...because 'I can't help what george bush or tony blair do'. 

 I'm taking this oppurtunity to have a good old rant, yes, however that does not take away from the value of my point. That point being...it isn't your fault how you are ruled, but I think people come to a point when they must stand up take some responsilbility for their leaders, as I do!

 Protest if you feel the need, write a letter or two...however you make a difference, try to make a difference. Even if you live a life whereby you cannot just go protest or fight, for example those of you with children, at least do me this favour...REMEMBER.

 Because at the end of the day as soon as we forget the mistakes we have made and the events that have occured, we instantly become closer than ever to seeing them allowed again. And I finish by saying... EVERY THREE SECONDS A CHILD IN A THIRD-WORLD COUNTRY DIES DUE TO STARVATION...THE THROAT OF THAT CHILD WAS SLIT BY OUR LEADERS AND ALL THOSE WHO CHOOSE TO FORGET....don't let yourself forget.

 Before...

  Before the cruelty of others

Before we met I am sure

I passed you by in the street and if I recall

Out eys met just briefly, as you shuffled awkwardly.

 You looked at me in such a way, like pleading me not to walk on by

But at the time I could not see past your tattered jeans and scarred skin

I barely saw that look in your eye

 As I grow into this person, I wish not to be

I find myself feeling lonesome somewhat, though people I love surround me

Each now and then I remember our glance

And when I do it kills me and almost breaks my heart.

   For if you were to look at me that way now

I could not turn and walk away

For I have suffered the cruelty of others and the pain which true love brings.

  So before the cruelty of others before we ment I am sure

I loved you.

   Loved you then under city lights and grey skies

Love you now through the dark as I write

And love you always.

                                                 .BEXX.06.                

Mood: looking forward to life again
Listening to: a heart-beating....thumping away

 I love Kingdom Hearts! It's the best game ever ...however...the idea of such a spineless and irritating character as Kairi is beyond my comprehension. I loath her fully and if I were ever to meet a person which reminded me of Kairi....i fear I may instantly take a disliking to them.

 Sora!...he rules..and all we want...(winks)..is for him and Selph to be happy..together..forever^^. Which btw Kairi stands in the way of....(winks again).

Don't ask about the winks...rofl!

    So that's where I took the quote from...'courage is the key...unlock your destiny'.

 Howeer I wrote it because its just how i feel at this moment in time...I mean..like if I am so unhappy with my life now then i should strive to improve it right??

   Nothing good ever came of sitting and dreaming....no good comes from fear...courage is he key and I think it migh be time for me to unlock MY destiny ....

 *GRINS INSANELY*