http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Strangely That's the world from my perspective - with a free weblog from blogigo. en Strangely Strangely Thu, 24 Mar 2005 17:54:54 +0100 daily 1 I've figured it out. It's not great, but it's not bad either. I have figured out the meaning of life. Check back here soon and youcan read my opinion. Thu, 24 Mar 2005 17:54:54 +0100 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Strangely/The-meaning-of-life/2/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Strangely/The-meaning-of-life/2/ I am writing here for no one to see, but because I really want to yell something. I am just feeling like shit, and I have no one that I really feel like I can talk with, that's why the computer gets to be my ear. I am not planning to do this, but right now I am reminded of what it feels like to feel like there is nothing to smile about. I wanna scream, cry, and die.  (not really, but I am thinking that way). In a day or two I'll feel better, but I really have to get my shit together soon, because my body, my heart, etc. are not doing so well. Bad thing is, I have a tendency to push anyone away when I feel like this, only to make things worse. I guess I hope this will help me deal a little better. Then again, right now I am wondering if isolation from everything and everyone might not actually be better than anything else. I really don't have a clue.  Just know that my head feels like it is just a grenade on the verge of explosion. I guess I'll stop now ... for now. Sat, 19 Mar 2005 08:22:52 +0100 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Strangely/Can-I-yell-here/1/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Strangely/Can-I-yell-here/1/