"You Cannot Destroy Me"

Mood: Shitty.

Two of my 'best friends' have got boyfriends who are more important to them than I am =] How great

Yeah, at first I was happy they had someone and they were happy, but now, it's just fucking annoying. 'Oooh I love you I need youuuu' Yeah, don't fucking come crawling back to me when you break up because he cheats on you. What the fuck happened to 'I'm 14 why would I want a boyfriend? Thats stupid!!' or 'Friends are always more important than boyfriends'
Bullshit..

I've said it before and i'll say it again, I need  better fucking friends.
Ones who won't fucking ditch me to go get laid.

I'm better off on my own, don't need to annoy anyone then do I?
I'd say 'sorry i'm not good enough for you', but i'd be fucking lying. I don't need to be good enough for anyone, if I annoy you and you don't like being around me then fuck off.

I don't need you anyway, i'm better alone. I don't have to hide my feelings and thoughts for the sake of other people, I am who I fucking am even if I am a hypocritical, 2-faced, selfish, immature bitch.

Go and die.

I've had enough of it now.
I'm not gonna let people walk over me anymore, i'm not gonna cling onto anyone anymore, I don't need your false fucking friendship.

Giving up now. You seriously will not get the best of me, go to hell.

All I can say is.

WTF?!

I'm quite confused.