Confused.
Mood: Confused
Listening to: My Chemical Romance - Drowning Lessons
Sophie has just introducted me to blogigo so I figured I'll write something, since it is a blog and all.
Well to be honest my thoughts are completely fucked up at the moment, I can't think straight, everyone is just confusing the fuck out of me.
The completely wrong people always seem to go for me, and I always seem to go for the completely wrong people. It's not like I could ever get anyone that I like anyway. I always like people way way way out of my league, and I hate it.
I get too attached. I become clingy. They get scared, decide they don't like me anyway and then forget about me. But first they lead me on so they can add that extra bit of pain.
Who can blame them for not liking me though? The only people that ever like me are Perverts, Stalkers and Desperate people.
And well, I do like someone. It's been about five months now and it's so obvious. I don't know why I like them so much, because they obviously don't give a shit about me and likes someone else. I don't know, it's not their fault they like that person but it just.. hurts..
I don't have a problem with us just being friends but the more I talk to them the more I like them and its' driving me crazy, usually when I like someone and they like someone else I just deal with it and get over it. But somehow that's not happening here.
People like me shouldn't go for people like that. It's not supposed to happen.
But I suppose it can't be helped, if you like someone you like someone and that's that whether they like you back or not. It's just life. And I hate it.
But, oh well, I'll just stop bitching.
